these things i'll never say

2008-06-18T12:15:00.002+08:00

hai kengkawan!

such as long time no see yeah..dah dekat sebulan ponx tak updet blog..
sebabnye?
1. saya dah tadek perasaan la dengan blog neh..tatau nape..kecian gak kt blog neh..tapi nk wat cemane kan..
2. ye saye mempunyai internet akses di rumah, wireless connection tetapi amat malas skali untuk mengupdet..kerane di bilik saya..saya terpaksa baring atau meniarap untuk layan lappy neh..lenguh laa nk lame2..tak ergonomic langsung..
3. saya mempunyai perasaan bahawa blog saya ini sangat buruk dan assistant saya ponx tanak tolong saya nk hias2..maka saya ponx malah laye..

maka ini, diumumkan bahawa saya mempunyai blog terbaru dan terkini di:

http://sarahtebuan.wordpress.com/

tapi tak updet jugak lagik **hikhik** saya sangat malas dan bz wat masa skang..cm malu jugak untuk mengaku diri ini bz..

ok laa eh..till then..rajin2 la melayari blog saya yg baru anti ye ;)

PIPE part 1

2008-05-19T23:38:00.001+08:00

hye y`all.suwi for not updating this blog for a long time.bz i guess.tired.got soo many things to write actually but not really in the mood actually.dunno y.
i m having my PIPE session from 17th May until 4th June. right now i m here at the PERMATA lobby. waiting for my frenx. having karaoke session together. from dinner untill midnite.

/me dah buwink la karaoke..

PIPE so far so gud. 3days here, rasa mcm dah sangat lama kat sini.tatau nape.ker sbb tak payah nk pk hal keje. tak payah nk pk hal personal. hanya pk esok ade kelas ape.malam ni nk wat apa.baru 3 hari jer dah leh get along. dah tau sikit sebyk pangai masing2. sape yg mandi lama. sape yg bersiap lama. sape yg bajet, control cun. laki mana yg tak gentleman. laki mana yg poyos. laki mana yg sporting. even though i feel that 3 days still too short to judge a person, the first impression makes me feel like dat.
geng kitorg plak terbahagi kepada 3 bilik. so salunye nk mkn or g kelas g same2.mcm zmn UTP dulu. btol la senior cakap g PIPE neh ngajor TOGERTHERNESS. tapi aku ponx tak paham nape kene togather2. yang bes nye plak, geng kitorg neh havoc n quite sporting. ske gell wat poco2 kat depan, esp b4 n lepas kelas. sanggup dtg kelas awal semata2 nk wat poco2 sepam.

/me tak reti ponx poco2 b4 this smpai dah expert **hikhik**

yeah its FUN ok! esp when u do ramai2 including your faci yg sebaya mak2 kite huhuh yang besnye, geng kitorg yg plg havoc n bising, tapi bile bab kene tanye soklan semenye tunduk bawah **hahaha**
today, grup aku jez had the presentation. we combined the points to be like TV show. talkshow + news + games show..guess what, mesti la aku yg kene wat games show tuh..kitowang wat rancangan TONG TONG GAS**hasil adaptasi TOM TOM BAK** haha giler fun + hos yang bengong**he is really bengong oK..
k la..later will continue story..i guess diorg neh dah nak padamkan lampu..dem mcm hostel siot..
L.I.G.H.T.S. O.F.F.

malaysian ah beng

2008-05-07T10:50:00.000+08:00

Ah Beng bought a new mobile.

He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said, "My Mobile No. Has changed. Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is 6610"

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Ah Beng: I am Proud, coz my son is in Medical College.

Friend: Really, what is he studying.

Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are studying him.

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Ah Beng: Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.

DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.

Ah Beng: Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.

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Ah Beng: If I die, will u remarry?

Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?

Ah Beng: No, I'll also stay with your sister.

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Ah Beng complained to the police: "Sir, all items are missing,except the TV in my house."

Police: "How the thief did not take TV?"

Ah Beng: "I was watching TV news..."

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Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying "Parking Fine"

He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole "Thanks for compliment."

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Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.

So the man asked him why he did so.

He replied that the weather forecast announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would be hot.

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Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular phone rings.

He picks it up and says "Hello, how did you know I was here?"

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A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the evening and not in the morning. Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM

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ngeng tol si ah beng neh :P

these words...

2008-04-21T16:44:00.000+08:00

This picture shows thousands of meaning..
This is the beginning..
apekah aku tgh ngarot sorang2 neh.. :P
tapi pada sape member2 rapat aku..takponx yg mengikuti perkembangan ku dari awal lagi..at least diorg mesti teringat yg neh..
gambar neh adalah zmn kt utp, tmpt lepak kat kafe v3 dulu..
titik perjumpaan kalau kitorg nk pass barang ker..dabel cheese beger ker..satay bota ker :P
yg pastinya gambo neh zmn b4 kitowang kapel lagik..tp bunga2 chenta dah ada la kot..tp cm aku jerk hihu~

but yg plg konfem skali, peha aku besau gell n dibandingkan dengan peha n kaki dia..haih..cm drumstick jer :(((((

hepi besday yuni :)

2008-04-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

Date : 13th April 2008

Venue : McD Tmn Melati

Time : 4.00-6.00pm

Present : Mak (aku ler tuh) Angah (Rfa) Mira, Jamie, Yunie, Lubna

Absent with Apology and Regards : Eija-bai (AlonG)

pepagi buta lagi si mira neh ha dah ajak jupa bebudak shadapiang ramai2.seme telah konfem kehadiran kecuali la si Eija, as usual huhu

jam 3 ptg hujan lebat diikuti dengan guruh berdentum dum dam dum dam di langit..jam 3.25 ptg aku msg mira korg dah gerak ker, hujan lebat gell cemane nk kua umah neh...beberapa minit kemdian, hujan pun seriat, tinggai rintik2 jerk..bleh la nk drive..tp yg pastinya air dah bertakung huhu :P

sesampai nye kt McD petronas Tmn Melati, satumasalah yg plg aku meluat skali adalah masalah nk carik parking..tp dengan gamble dan selamber nye ku letak jer tgh2 jalan menempek sblh kete sport sape tah..smbil ushar kot cermin, mira tgh carik parking lagik huahuahua

masuk jer McD, tgk jamie tlh tersedia di dalam sambil bermain2 dgn henset baru nya..ish ish asik tuka henset jer skang neh dia :P tau la ada org leh tlg bayarkan dulu **hikhik**

diikuti dengan mira yg membawa kek besday untuk besday girl..aku yg tak lunch sebelumnya tidak ketahanan untuk membeli makanan..sebelum itu, sedang aku menulih kad untuk besday gurl, datang sowang akak yg keje kat situ sambil2 menepuk bahu ku tanya pasal besday sape seme neh..aku layan jer dia..tibe2 la plak cakap aku sempoi sbb slamber jer layan dia..whadaaa~ :P

diikuti dengan yuni dtg, rfa n lubba yg baru balik wat treatment rambut..bajet nk free hair weh :P hikhik

seperti kebiasaanya apabila berjupa, gosip2 terbaru updet dari diri masing2, mentang2 dah lame tak jupe..apabila menerima berita yg mengejutkan kitorg akan terjerit tanpa sengaja dan bila tersedar jer, seme akan tutup mulut dan gelak2 mcm kerang busuk**buruk do fo masing2 punya muka, merah jer tahan gelak :P**

yg plg bes skali, tibe2 makcik yg hingaq tadi dtg bg belon anjeng kat besday gurl..then org keje kat situ baper kali dah tanye nk refill ker tak huhuh adakah mereka mau menghalau kitorg ini?siap pomot membership la, discount la seme...namun akhirnya ku membalas dengan pertanyaan "belon neh saya nk jugak..takkan satu jer kat besday gurl" hikhik akhirnya saya mendapat satu belon yg berbentuk zirafah berkaler pink!! :)

at my site, saya rasa sangat lega sbb no more secrets..saya dah revealed dah kat seme shadapiang..at least saya rasa bahagian saya dah lepas..so terpulang la diorg nk paham ker tak dgn keadaan saya anti2 :)

p/s: shadapianx yang makin vogue da vast excluding mE yg owaix berlemoih!! **adoi** cemana la nk jadik vouge da vast neh eh?

what SITI SARAH means? its quite true tho :P

2008-04-04T07:58:00.000+08:00

What Siti Sarah Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

alip md alip version 2

2008-04-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

yeay~

alhamdulillah alip dah sihat..

dah leh men2 mcm dulu balik..

lagik noti ade laa..

ade ker smlm dok soh org bkk spek pastuh cakap pe tah sowang2 n org tak paham :P

terpaksa la cakap pelat baby gak ;)

neh ha gamba alip the 2nd nite kt spital b4 me balik kg..

2008-03-31T14:45:00.000+08:00

saya tak larat..

saya rasa tak sihat..

tekak saya gatal2, cakit krongg krongg..

saya sebin-sebin..

bdn saya rasa suam2 cket...

saya rasa saya nk kene cecema..

saya rasa sbb masanya sudah 2 minggu kot..

2 minggu dah neh, wak..wak.. :(

alip md alip~~

2008-03-28T12:28:00.000+08:00

my kezen demam panas.sangat isau n kesian for budak yg baru setahun lebeh.blum sampai dua tahun ponx.then semalam, his tempature shoot up again like hell, sampai gigil n me takut kene tarik, his Mum bawak g Gleneagles.cm demam sangat panas sampai kene drip.sian sangat me g tgk dia pas keje semlm.berbalut tgn kanan dia.dia ponx dah cerdik.tgk nurse jer nanges.nurse kluar jer dah OK balik.ajak sembang cara baby yg tokyeh cakap lagik.

masa tgk Bella, dia cm comfortable sket nk lelap, sambil2 me pegang kaki n bdn dia masa tido.tibe2 dia bgn terkjut masa tido.ngigau kot sambil nanges.wuu..me seghiau takut tgn dia tuh darah jer kat tmpt drip tuh since dia jaga teros bgn quite kasaq.

kaklong doakan alip cepat baik demam :( sunyi la kat umah alip tadek..kaklong tokyeh men n alip agi :(( nk men n kak dayah tak besh laa alip..

sunshine ;)

2008-03-21T17:21:00.000+08:00

this morning i had a breakfast session with my SGM. five of us including me, the new exec..mudo-mudo belako.ada sorang yg dah setahun lebeh kat sini, kehairanan kenapakah dia yg terpilih untuk menyertai.five of us + SGM + GM

early in the morning, my mind setting ingtkn just bfast kat mitim rum dgn nasi lemak KOPETRO :P while waiting kt guest room, dari dalam ku nampak SGM bring her purse..mesti makan kt luar neh..

yg kitorg neh ngekor jer dari belakang, sambil bisik sesame sendiri, "tak payah bawak pa pe kan?" cuak sbb kitorg tak bawak purse ker ape ker :P

we had our bfast at san fransisco coffee..sesampai di situ, aku terkesima, tatau nk mkn pe..tau mkn roti canai nasi lemak jerk..SGM cakap order jer ape ponx, so we all order jer la :D

we had our chit chat with her..b4 that our GM pesan, CAKAP la..dun be senyap2..so we used this opportunity to sembang2 and heart-to-heart session..i noe that this is the first time, she done this in GSCMD..sumtimes feel lucky ;)

lesson learned from our conversation and bfast:

do your work passionly..
if you're not interested in your work rite now, find the way, the root..as it will lead to the dissatisfaction in your job later..you will not work with all your heart..
she wants us to rebrand GSCMD ;) wow! **hikhik**
think that are u deserve every RM and Sen that u get every month with your job since it will be ur darah daging later to give to ur famili n oso anak2..

for the first time, i had that opportunity to talk with her..b4 dis, nek satu lif ponx she will just read the newspaper..feel dissapointed as i am intend to "hi" or "gud morning" her..in fact, i feel that saya sudah tak takut2 dengan dia lagik..i admit that, i feel admire her in some of the ways, the charisma, the 'garang'ness :P in doing her job..

surprisingly, she acknwledged my appreance and noe my name :P yeayy!! **hikhik** bangga skett, for the person yg jupe ramai org setiap hari and oso her staff lagi ;)

otw back to the ofis, i just sembang2 with my GM about my work related and the feedback..she said that i am quite QUIET!! **adoi la** feel quite terbakar + wanna pruf sumthing (izit?? haha) but for me, i think that 1 month is not enuf for the person to judge me, especially the one not working and interacting with me..nvm, rite now i noe that at what i point i shud working on ;)

gtg..its fitness time..so lets fitness first!! =)

luahan hati..

2008-03-19T16:47:00.000+08:00

i ve got something in my mind rite now.tho i noe its not a serious problem, but enuf to make me think and conflicting with myself and others too. ive received this inv to go for ladies nite out this saturday.

kalau ikutkan hati, meme la nk g.
bile lagi nk enjoy.time single mingle gini la.
anti kawen ye saya tak dapat la nk g event2 gini.
kalau ikutkan darah muda yg dulu, bleh jer saya nk pegi senyap2.
kalau ikutkan hati, mmg la saya nk g, wponx famili or ehem ehem saya tak bg saya pegi.
semenye kalau ikutkan hati saya yg degil ini..
tetapi saya punya hati dan akal fikiran untuk berfikir..
untuk membuat keputusan..
ye saya tak pergi..kenape saya tak pergi?

i think evry person has their turning point, its time to settle down in their life..mcm saya, dari zmn stadi ke zmn keje..dari zmn sosial, g staged seme, sampai la skang neh..dari zmn single sampai la kawen..apela saya merapu neh saya ponx tatau..
kepada kawan2 rapat saya, esp teman satu geng dulu zmn Hu Ha-Hu Ha, dah berapa kali ajak g mane2..jum2 tgk mv, jum kluar sane kluar sini..i know, saya mengecewakan mereka dengan menolak perlawaan mereka.i know, its quite disappointing.
sesetengah kawan saya bertanya, saya dah jadik baik ker sekarang?baik?saya rasa sama sahaja.saya ponx tatau ape yg baik.may be sumbody can define BAIK itu ape.
in fact, i ve got some of the response from frenx of mine, that i ve been controlled by sumone, by sumbody, by my ehem ehem..
my confession is made from myself..saya tak dikontrol oleh sesiapa untuk membuat keputusan sbnnrya.if its like saya meminta kebenaran, saya tahu dat sumthing is not REALLY right for me to go or what..its like saya tgh 50-50 condition..ye, saya tgh atas pagar dat time..n during this time, i need some advice and guidance from sumone..dats it..
saya rasa, perkara atau aktiviti yg si dia tidak benarkan, saya pk balik its true about the reasons and the consequences nye..ye saya admit, he is not a modern person..i m suwi dear i have to admit this..
i dun think that because of this, i m not independent..kepada sesiapa yg mengikuti dan tahu, ambil berat about my life milestone..they should know how independent i am, how tough and strong i am..i admit that sumtimes i am not tough and strong enuf..
tambahan pula kengkawan, at this stage, all things that i ve done or i will, i have to consider is there any consequences or any impact for both families..tanggungjawab saya menjaga nama kedua2 keluarga.ye kawan2, saya dah tak dapat nk join korang utk event mcm neh lagi.saya harap korg sme paham.i need y`all understanding regarding this one..
ye saya mempunyai kewajipan and responsiblities to my family and my lovely mum, and plus with his and his family gradually..i m suwi dear, my mum already reminds me of this =)
thnx dear for all your opinion and views..i know y`all luv me (syg ker? :P) no offense ya for this entry for all parties that involved..me ponx, no heart feeling about all your views =)
n yet, for the time being, we can still enjoy ourselves WITHOUT our boyfrenx around..i m sure that my sayang will understand =) (tak bg jugak saya merajuk 3 hari 4 malam laa..)

i m still the same ;)
just sedikit penghijrahan..tak bermakna saya bertambah baik dan alim oK..whadaaa~~

cecema

2008-03-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

cecema..

lately asik2 tak sihat jer, tatau nape :(

nk kata tak mkn vitamin C, amek jer setiap hari.

nk kata diet tak mkn, mkn jerk, mane ade dietnye..

arituh food poisioning + demam..so skang neh demam + cecema..

ske jer nk dtg n package..

jupe doktor ponx tak sihat2 agi neh..

ker nk kene jupe doktor lain pulak neh..

Kepada Tuan Doktor F,

Saya sakit neh..tlg la sembuhkan saya..

Sekian,

Pesakit Rindu

i feel relieved..

2008-02-02T16:44:00.000+08:00

after all that i have been through, i feel soo relieved!!

i have just resigned from my HP job last week. next week will be joining new job soon, finally =)
but b4 resign, there too many rumors said that i have to pay 3 months salary, 2 months salary laa..omigod, sakit nye kepala i time tuh sape ponx tatau..mana nk cekau duit byk tuh tho u can borrow from others but time nk membayor balik tuh is like hell much u noe..pnah jugak terpk bile setan bertanduk kat kepala tuh nk soh lari jerk but u better wat cara elok la my angel side said =) so here i am..my 2 months salary have to paid minus my leave minus my OT bla bla **i am workaholic, saya anak mak ok!** agak2 dalam sibu setengah jerk..just borrow from my Mum and she quite impressed with her daughter.."byk jugak kakak dapat keja bulan neh eh..rajin tol keje""anak mak, mak..memang la cm tuh "

in fact, i m leaving my HP job peacefully..since the week before got 2 cases that have to follow up and other party wont do that as plan..kdg2 balik umah terpk hal keje GERAM jugak dibuatnya..di ofis tak kire la menyumpah tak larat tahan sabar sudah..so last sekali me just CLOSED the case ikut ske hati huahuhauhuahua :P~

my HP job is oK, quite a good working environemnt, people that willing to help..surprisingly, lelaki lebeh ramai even though its a service desk working environment..guess what, its only me the only ANGEL in my team =) no more angle so cannot buli-buli oredi..oh God, for sure they will be missing me...

my ofis trip

2008-02-02T16:01:00.000+08:00

i m sory for not updating for such a long time. may be its bcos too bz or too tired. actually there are many things happened ;) bad time or for a gud time. apekah?? **hikhik**

nk story la sket, last wiken was a very hectic wiken actually. balik kg + wat2 MC + ofis trip to genting. bila ingt balik cm gila la pulak kan. wanna story about my ofis trip to genting last saturday. it actually for our team got the reward for the performance last a few months. so till now, RM500 still dun use. so we decide (actually not WE its only my team lead k!) decide to go GEntinG. In fact SEA team oso went there + a few management staf total like one bus is ours huhu

the package is RM38 including bus return at OU + cable car + buffet or outdoor theme park. i think the package is reasonable, affordable and ble ble lagi la :P

bermulanya di dalam bas, kitowang bertolak dalam koi9 pagi its quite havoc dalam bas as that race mmg la terkenal dengan keMERIAHannya ;) *wink*wink* tambah tolak seme dalam koi11suku sampai kat atas tuh

kat atas we split into 2 groups: buffet and theme park. so mostly yg g buffet diorg nk g casino pastuh tak ponx takut nk nek rollercoaster actually :P **kantoi**

so aku dengan grup yg pnuh kemeriahan join men theme park.semasa tgh queue nk nek corkscrew, him calling-calling, smsing-smsing me owaix untuk dimanjai..tambah pulak dah nk sampai turn, he called me then said that kat MEGAMALL and when me asked him dengan siapa wat apa seme tanak jawab, me mule panas hati, at the same time malas dah nk layan..pusing punya pusing rollercoster kepala ponx pusing, tuwun2 me tgk cm pnah tgk, tp di mana ya??
oo my God, its him!! waaaa rase nk peluk ponx ade at the same time muke blur-blur jalan menghampiri takut jugak tersalah org..pas mangsa telah dikenal pasti me mule pukul2 n cubit3..bukannye nk cakap nk dtg..SURPRISED!! he's here =)))))

after that i introduced him to my ofismet + my bos**ha tgk org gentleman jer kenalkan, u still sorok2 with ur frenz tho :( ** then ditugaskan menjaga beg sbb diorg nk nek space shot and we all jez nek cm ferris wheel bulat2 tuh :P

so kitorg teruskan dengan melakukan aktiviti dating di GEnting is like holiday =D besss sangat2!! n my ofismet very sporting jez let us go..they have to go down by 3pm and we all stay there sampai 6.15pm rasenye kot..

indoor both of us enjoy 4D motion master nye wayang + van helsing nye rumah hantu 3D..horror do fo~!! aku yg tak takut tgk citer hantu ponx jalan belakang..is like u have to pakai 3Dnye spek + gelap gell + dinding horror + wat2 suara + kene kaco lagik n hantu van helsing neh..mencabar gell~! jerit tak jerit pedulik laa hikhik~~
spek mata ray beng

pastuh kitorg dah penat..balik jer laa..sampai KL ponx dah magrib, n then having dinner @ Nailis =) he sent me to OU amek baby kelisa..konvoi together balik Tmn Bukit Maluri n guide him to go back to Taman MElati..

still regret till today, wanna have bfast with u dat morning but very very tak larat sbb koi11 kene masuk keje pulak..baby suwie :(

my last wiken was GREAT and SUPERB!!!

surbey on thaipusam day :P

2008-01-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

1. When is the last time you actually hung out with your top friend?
++ top fren tuh gapo eh? **clueless** ++

2. What's bothering you right now?
++ how to divide n spending time with my luv ones n money too**haih** ++

3. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
++ neva eva ++

4. What kind of phone do you have?
++ W660i **thanx dear =)** ++

5. Wallpaper on your computer's
desktop?
++ ofis desktop*default windows* n mine*shadapianx during kak rina's wedding* ++

5. Ever been for a long journey ride?
++ how long? ++

6. Wallpaper on your phone?
++ me n him owaiz =) ++

7. Next time you will hug someone?
++ may be, depends lorh.. ++

8. Where was your default picture taken?
++ tok pehe ah ++

9. Is there something about you that you don't think you'd ever tell anyone?
++ dunno larh.. ++

10. Are you wearing anything on your feet?
++ kind of bersila on the chair ++

11. What is the last thing you ate today?
++ KFC snack plate + pepsi float*yumm yumm* ++

12. What are you doing this weekend?
++ balik kg + ofis trip + workinG ++

14. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
++ amru*ofismet, next cubicle* ++

15. If you could have one person with you right now who would it be?
++ my baby**mish ya sooo much n nk lwn bowling agi, tak puas ati neh!!** ++

16. Listening to?
++ no mp3 rite now, jez bunyik taip keybod ++

18. What do you want?
++ lots actually, but the main important is MONEY, yeah desperately ++

19.What are you eating?
++ not eating rite now ++

20. Have you hit someone today?
++ nope ++

21. Do you believe in a soul mate?
++ of course i do =) ++

22. Who is/are your bestfriend/s?
++ shitam, tapi ye dah asik nk bersoshial jer skang neh :( ++

23. Where do you want to live when you get older?
++ doesnt really matter, as long as i will live with my hubby n famili together =) ++

24. Do you burn easily in the sun?
++ not really, get used to i think :P ++

26. What is your dream car?
++ dun have ++

27. What did you do last night?
++ reading + sleep early*unwell..again* +smsing + calling ++

28. Who do you miss?
++ my dad, famili, him ++

18.Do you think he/she miss you too?
++ of course he is missing me rite now.. ++

29. What are you going to do after this?
++ balik umah + mandi + packing + balik kg**yeay** ++

30. Where is your bestfriend?
++ everywhere*chewah, cm byk jer bunyik :P* ++

32. Do you prefer day or night?
++ nite ++

33. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's/brother's friend?
++ nope, nk crush dgn budak form 3 ker :P ++

34. How good is your eyesight?
++ not really, my bad**sigh** ++

36. What was the last thing you drank?
++ air kosong baik utk kesihatan ye ++

37. Whose house did you go to last?
++ mak ngah n pak ngah's ++

39. Do you like anyone?
++ hurm stkt neh tadek rase meluat kat sape2 ponx, so seme like la kot huhu ++

40. Do you have a chance with them?
++ haa? whadaa~ ++

41. What do you wear more: shorts, slacks, jeans, or sweatpants?
++ jeanx ++

42. What is one word your best friends would use to describe you?
++ sexay haha :P ++

43. How old do you want to be when you settle down or get married?
++ get married: ASAP n settle down: bile eh bie? ++

45. Have you ever waved to someone and realized it wasn't the person you
thought it was?
++ byk kali.ade satu tuh siap salam skali, org tuh sambut jer salam tgk2 salah org :P ++

47. What have you learned recently?
++ byk.malas ah nk tep ++

48. Are you excited for school?
++ enjoy to all environment, have to! ++

49. Are you bored?
++ rite now, a big YES! ++

50. Someone on your mind?
++ =) him him him*juta2 lion* ++

51. Are you on someone elses mind?
++ not really sure, may be yes may be not.i m not special tho ++

53.Current mood?
++ MALAS n BORING GELL ++

54.What did you bought today?
++ rini belum agi ++

55.What did u do for New Years?
++ celebrating with my luv one =) cant wait for nxt year la bie :P ++

selasa yang bengang

2008-01-16T12:40:00.000+08:00

semalam merupakan selasa yang bengang.aku kini dah memasuki 2nd stage of my P.M.S state.sebab tu kot aku bengang.tambah plak dengan environment aku semlm.aku rasa ada la dalam 3,4 kali aku tumbuk cubicle aku tuh.meja ponx ada ah gak.maki hamun?jgn cakap ah.tp perlu diingat.fon tuh harus di mute kan dulu.

kisah bengang aku bermula seawal pagi.pagi2 dtg keja ja ofismet aku mintak tuka waktu lunch.aku nye lunch time koi 1, kumar dah fix kan b4. dat man koi 2.dah dulu2 dia yg nk koi 2.pastuh ada la beberapa kali b4 tuh dia asik mintak tuka n aku nk exchange lunch time cakap lapaq sbb dia masuk keje koi8.ok fine aku ikut agi. but sumtimes aku ponx ade gak nk hang out atau luncho with my ofismet.semlm saja aku bakar dia cakap takleh.tibe2 dia jab aku msg2 emo cakap not satisfy with the lunch time.aku ponx ape agi.aku marah la dia balik, cakap if hes not satisfy just tell kumar la dun tell me theres nothing i can do. oOOoo, ingt aku the only girl here ingt leh ske2 hati lembut2 ker..lame dah aku tak gado + tgh on fire neh..oh ya, that man yg me gadoh with is the man yg berebut cubicle n aku dulu..wth..diskriminasi tol, ingt pompan neh lemah sangat ker..

sblm tuh, ku lupa pulak.pagi2 lagi b4 sampai ofis ponx bengang jugak.nk tau kenapa?parking nearly full.tapi tak tulih ponx cakap full, pusing punya pusing tak jupa jugak.last skali menenggek kat tepi keta vios.argh lantak ah kalau dia takleh kua anti.sibek aku bawak kelisa cuma.

n then bengang with my other ofismet yg tanak ngaku hes the one yg anta sms to me.dah kene fire seme n aku semlm baru nk paham kot.so far til today, dia still reti bahasa wponx aku cakap bahasa malaysia + english n tak cakap bahasa ibunda nya.

3rd thing, ku bengang dgn user from Bangladesh yg cakap kot taliponx mumble mumble tah pa pe yg cakap.n then bile tanye tanak jawab btol2.aku dah berapa kali rasa nk marah jer..ups, mmg dah marah dah ponx tapi terpaksa MUTE kan dulu mic neh..dah bape kali aku cakap aku tak paham dia cakap pe tapi still tak paham bahasa.kalau mcm neh bile tah nk maju.dengan line + quality voice cm hampeh jer lagi + bunyik production kat belakang wat aku bertambah2 hangen..mcm bakar2 jer perasaan dalam diri ini.

last skali bengang n pakcik yg OTAI kat stesen minyak.tah pa pe letak keta melintang senget cm tuh kat parking.aku hangen gak la sesaje letak keta rapat n dia huh dah la makan parking lot org.arghhh benci ah pakcik org2 tua OTAI cmtuh!!

kuhabeskan hari semlm dgn makan Maggi Kari jer di umah..

ku ingtkan hari yang bengang dah tamat..tibe2 tambah plak dengan kehangatan aku neh dengan makcik ku yg menanyakan hal aku g Kontan last wiken..asal salah ker aku nk release tensen + bertemu dgn org tersayang..takkan la asik nk tunggu dia dtg sini..its not fair laa..at least aku g sane, nmpk la sket inisiatif aku syg kat die jugak..

haihh..

bila lelaki jatuh cinta..

2008-01-06T15:38:00.000+08:00

ookayy..so dah lame gell tak mengupdet blog neh huhuh bz bangat sih..

kali neh nye entry ponx just 'cut n paste' from sumwhere..

actually me pnah baca this article a few times..in magazines and oso net..so i found these things true if u had experienced..but my 'dat sumone' wont believe it and wont admit and still in denial state that mende alah neh btol..still dalam 'ye ker mcm tuh'..so u read and judge yourself k..

1. Dia bersungguh2 melakukan sesuatu utk kekasihnya dgn rela bukan krn terpaksa.
2. Dia sentiasa ingin menghiburkan kekasihnya dan berubah menjadi orang yg kuat bercakap.
3. Dia byk menasihati kekasihnya kerana dia amat menyayangi kekasihnya.
4. Dia berusaha mengongkong kebebasan kekasihnya krn perasaan cemburunya yang meluap-luap.
5. Dia sentiasa takut kehilangan kekasihnya.
6. Dia sentiasa mengawasi pergerakan kekasihnya krn dia sentiasa berasa curiga.
7. Dia tidak suka ada lelaki lain rapat dgn kekasihnya.
8. Dia mudah merasa cemburu dan sensitif apabila kekasihnya tidak menumpukan sepenuh perhatian kepadanya.
9. Adakalanya dia seperti seorang anak kecil yang meminta perhatian krn dia mahu kekasihnya melayannya lebih dari org lain.
10. Dia menjadi org yg paling rajin dan sanggup membantu kekasihnya melakukan apa saja.
11. Dia pandai merajuk hati krn ingin dipujuk oleh kekasihnya.
12. Dia akan mengalabah apabila kekasihnya berjauhan daripanya terlalu lama.
13. Dia sentiasa mempastikan keselamatan kekasihnya.
14. Dia mementingkan kekasihnya daripada dirinya sendiri.
15. Dia kerap bertanya adakah kekasihnya mencintainya krn dia merasa kasihnya lebih kuat drpd kekasihnya.
16. Dia tidak akan melayan perempuan lain yg tidak ada urusan penting dengannya.
17. Dia cuba meluangkan lebih byk masa dgn kekasihnya walaupun terpaksa menunggu kekasihnya dgn sabar.
18. Dia membanggakan kekasihnya di depan org lain.
19. Kalau ditinggalkan oleh kekasihnya, ia akan berasa serik dan tidak percaya dgn cinta perempuan lain namun dia sentiasa mengharap kekasihnya kembali kepadanya.
20. Apabila timbul org ketiga, dia akan hilang akal dan sanggup berbuat apa saja untuk merebut kembali kekasihnya.
21. Dia menganggap kekasihnya sebagai org yg paling dipercayainya dan sanggup menyerahkan harta walaupun nyawanya sendiri.
22. Dia tidak akan berlaku curang kepada kekasihnya namun jikalau dia dia berbuat demikian itu bererti hatinya belum 100 peratus mencintai kekasihnya.
23. Bukan semua lelaki sanggup menitiskan airmata hanya untuk seorang perempuan.

kepada kaum lelaki, apakah pendapat anda tentang kenyataan di atas?
Ada brann??

current mood

2008-01-03T20:06:00.000+08:00

current mood terase diri tak disayangi, tak dirindui sesape..
tatau nape terase diri mcm neh skang neh..

how could this be..

2007-11-30T13:25:00.000+08:00

rite now i m at my hometown.

zohor time 1.10pm today.

12.40 aiman already get dressed to go for jumaat prayer.

i m sending him to masjid at 1.05pm.

arrived at home, my neighbour tgh siramkn pokok bunga.

not yet ready for jumaat prayer.

still.

aiman 12 yrs old boy already at masjid.

he 50 plus minus still siraming pokok bunga at home.

what a shame...

reasons why coffee can be better than men

2007-11-21T19:19:00.000+08:00

You don't have to put cream in your coffee to make it taste good.
Coffee doesn't complain when you put whipped cream in it.
A cup of coffee looks good in the morning.
You won't fall asleep after a cup of coffee.
You can always warm coffee up.
Coffee comes with endless refills.
Coffee is cheaper.
You won't get arrested for ordering coffee at 3 AM.
Coffee never runs out.
Coffee is out of your system by tomorrow morning.
You can make coffee as sweet as you want.
Coffee smells and tastes good.
If your coffee pot leaks, you can use a regular paper towel.
You can always get fresh coffee.
You can turn the pot on, leave the room, and it'll be hot when you get back.
You can always ditch a bad cup of coffee.
Coffee goes down easier.
If you put chocolate in your coffee, it doesn't put on weight.
No matter how ugly you are, you can always get a cup of coffee.
A big cup or small cup? It doesn't matter.
Coffee smells good in the morning.
Coffee is good when it's cold too.
Coffee stains are easier to remove.
Coffee doesn't care when you dunk things in it.
Coffee doesn't care what kind of mood you're in.
Coffee is ready in 15 minutes or less.
You can't get a cup of coffee pregnant by putting cream in it.
Coffee doesn't mind being ground.
No matter how bad coffee is, you can always make it better.
Coffee doesn't have a time of the month... it's good all the time.
When you have a coffee, you don't end up with a pube in the back of your throat.
Coffee doesn't take up half your bed.
Coffee doesn't mind if you wake up at 3 AM and decide to have a cup.
INSTANT COFFEE!
You can have an intelligent conversation with coffee.
Your coffee won't be jealous of a larger cup.

the mouth of truth

2007-11-11T19:42:00.000+08:00

Last nite went to midvalley and i had very enjoyable time (i do mean very x99..ok!!) with my ehem ehem**blushing** so after we had our dinner and dunno what to do, we planned to have karaoke session again together (its a new hobby tho for us =P) we walk..walk..and walk..then we found a machine dat with the big mouth that can read our palm..so its like ske ski for me to try it out(not to mention to waste 40cent of mine) to jez ske ski read my palm ;)
so here it goes:

Anda cenderung menggunakan kepintaran anda bagi kepentingan anda bagi kepentingan diri. (dis one is not really correct because i do consider others ok..its just sumtimes, we have to be selfish for own good too, rite?)
Anda seorang yang sangat pintar (define pintar plz.. =P)
Anda mencuba memperalatkan orang lain untuk kepentingan diri. ( izit?? **curious**)
Anda tahu untuk menyederhanakan semangat pengorbanan diri dan anda dapat hidup dengan gembira dan bahagia. ( no komen bout this..rite now i am hepi n bahagia..**ku bahagia-ala2 melly goeslaw)
Masalah kesihatan anda sebahagian besarnya berpunca daripada jiwa yang tertekan. (yezzaa..migrain, gastrik what else? of course mine is start from stress)
Anda mendapati sukar untuk menumpukan perhatian dalam sesuatu yang membina dan anda dapat cepat hilang minat dalam apa yang anda lakukan. (50-50 laa..sumtimes i might get bored with things so easily and sumtimes not esp the thang dat i loike~!!)

so.. apa kata surbey??

2007-11-07T13:20:00.000+08:00

i dunno why man have to be soo ego and arrogant..
i cant understand..
rugi ker if they low profile and try to respect woman and feel their heart?
Rasulullah ponx tak pnah nk jadik ego dgn perempuan..yes, you are not nabi but please sedikit sebyk follow him..
if you feel that you are somehow soo great, the only one..may Allah show you the way, hopefully..

not gentleman

2007-11-07T12:44:00.000+08:00

Semalam, salah sorang dari senior kt tmpt keje dtg kat area cubicle kitorg. Sambil 'Hye and again what's ur name' and me like "hellooo..cant remember my name meih".. rupanya he's trying to make conversation with me saying that actually, i already booked your place (referring to my cubicle oK) since before u are here..Me like oK, but then Ahri asked me to sit here since my first day..and that place is like rubbish at that time!! and suddenly he wants his 'place' back..whadaaaaa~!!! dat man keep repeating that he already booked that place but HELLO, mana ada tulih nama dia ponx..i asked him to seat behind one of my colleague but he didnt want..me also dun want..go and ask ahri la..
F**k up btol la..tho u r senior, consider ah sket..dah la berebut cubicle n woman plak tuh..demm u r not gentleman like your physical man!! gila downgrade urself..after me working and set up my place 1months ++ , now u want to claim that place is yours..huk ala
Ahri is coordinator there, shes more like trainer now and used to be one of the team lead before..lantak ah**malah laye**
one more thing, my cubicle mmg la very strategic, tmpt plg hujung and ke dalam skali, tepi tingkap n belakang tiang..tmpt plg sesuai la utk menyorok =P
ramai jerk laki yg tak gentleman skang neh..harap muka jer hensem, nice looking bla bla bla..perangai cm hampages jerk..
ada ker patut..berebut cubicle n pompan??? huahuahuahuahua

eye illusion part 1

2007-10-22T14:44:00.000+08:00

Beautiful scene. But there is something more to it. Could u tell me what is it? =)

tag lagi..

2007-10-22T11:15:00.000+08:00

5 things found in my bag
My EmiLy purse**buruk gell, sape nk kasik purse baru neh?**
my 7610**yeah i noe its quite tukun, siap kene ikat getah lagi, but dat one my father give it to me k**
my baby Kelisa keys
strawbewi lip baLm
a piLot pen
**huk ala, cukup2 5 rupanye ngeh3

5 things found in my purse
myKad + driving licence
ATM cards + cash
muvie tickets + receipt**still have the sentimental value for my precious'**
pictures**mine + his + ours + his 5 ringgit note =)**

business cards**facial + manicure, pedicure + salon**
**dats y my purse very kembong one sampai takleh tutup

5 things I’ve always wanted to do
Go to Japan!!

Cuti2 Malaysia

Buy new handphone

Buy house

Get my dreamx car

5 things I’m currently into
Blogging

Dancing + fitness

Make up

Shoegasm =P
Buy all my dreamx things n save money

5 people I’m going to tag
Sesape yg ade perasaan nk wat

monday morning survey..

2007-10-22T10:26:00.000+08:00

[01] Do you still have feelings for your ex?

++ a big YES for dis one++

[02] Have you ever been given roses?

++yes, 1st time long long time ago + when He's coming back from Cameron Highland**i'm soo surprised dear + during my convo, a lot!!**but i love dat one the most =)**++

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?

++ 10 things i hate about you ++

[04] How many times have you honestly been in love?

++ honestly, ONCE ++

[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?

++ ya lorh ++

[06] Whats your current problem?

++ he's quite emo n stressed nowadays with his personal problem but still i try to help him but then i m the one yg kena**huhu** better i back off or what i dunno.jez come back to me when u feel it hunny bie ++

[07] Have you ever had your heartbroken?

++ YES, the latest is the MOST**thiang-pulauk** ++

[08] Your thoughts of online or long distance relationships?

++ i'm not really believe in online relationship but long distance YES because LOVE is not the matter when you are near or far, it alwaiz be inside and be with u all the time ++

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?

++ currently NO, but zmn dolu2 got one ++

[10 ] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?

++ it's depends.actually i m not believed that sttmnt.i'll give 2nd chance.if still, bu bu my dear ++

[11 ] How many kids do you want to have?

++ minimum 3**huahua, anak la pulak** ++

[12 ] What is your favorite color(s)?

++ pink**girlish** + red**sexy, sporty, garang** + purple**elegant** ++

[14] Do you believe you truly love only once?

++ i dunno..i believe, dats why i'm still... ++

[15] Imagine you're 69 & your spouse just died, and will you re-married?

++nope insyaAllah, tho i will feel alone but my memories with him will remain ++

[16 ] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?

++ Standrd 1**huahua** 1 hijau =P ++

[17] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?

++ especially for you-kylie minogue**wanna duet with him (in my dreamxx lorh, whadaa)** ++

[18] Do you know someone who likes you?

++ hu'uh..so what? ++

[19] Do you like anyone?

++ i LOVE him still..and i care bout him n his family too.. ++

[20] Do you believe in second chances?

++ YES..hoping, waiting.. ++

yes, it is TRUE..

2007-10-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

If a girl cries in front of you,

it means that she couldnt take it anymore.

If you take her hand,

she would stay with you for the rest of your life;

If you let her go,

she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily,

Except in front of the person who she love the most,

she becomes weak.

A girl wont cry easily,

only when she love you the most,

she put down her ego.

Guys,

if a girl cries bcoz of you,

please hold her hands firmly,

she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys,

if a girl cries bcoz of you,

please dont give her up,

maybe bcoz of your decision,

you ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of you,

When she cry bcoz of you,

Look into her eyes,

Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling??

THINK.

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity in front of you??

And bcoz of you??

She cry not because she is weak,

She cry not bcoz she want sympathy or pity,

She cry,

Because crying silently is no longer possible,the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,

Think about it,

If a girl cry her heart out to you,

And all because of you,

Its time to look back on what u have done,

Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,

Coz one day,

It may be too late for regrets,

It may be too late to say "im sorry".

To you...

Dont do dis to a girl,

You may regret for the rest of your life.

May be in your life,she's the only one that LOVE YOU the most..

2007-10-05T17:53:00.000+08:00

i mish my shitam.but the most i mish is my shitami..

i mish my shitami vewy much =/

shitam blues again..

2007-10-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

again..

mum put me on the fon with loudspeaker and asked me to call his name..

cannot tahan already when mum n aiman said dat shitam is cium2 n syg2 mum's henset when i called his name..when i called "shitam tam perut temok temok" he started to wat lembik..can imagine already n dats make me mish him more..

and also when he heard dat i said to "cium kaki" he started to cium2 the fon again n aiman said that shitam nmpk sedey sangat n dun want to let me talk with shitam..

yes i mish shitam my teman tido very much ="( always gerak me for sahor n subuh..

kalau tadek pa pe surely i ll go home dis wiken but i have a few appointments n things to do with my frenx..

i mish shitam dem much until me cry last nite ="""""((((

shitam blues

2007-10-03T09:58:00.000+08:00

arrived at office quite early dis morning..45minutes early..huk ala, mmg cemerlang abih ah..tapi pe yg dibuat di ofis adalah ym + surfing jerk..too lazy to do my readings**haih**
suddenly kak teh**my sista** call, citer bile nk kene balik from her skul n then mintak my permission nk balik n train..whadaaa~ nk nek train from SP to BM yg amik masa may be sejam jer ke berapa jam if nek train..kedengaran sungguh tak logik but then /me paham that she jez wanna hang out n have some fun wif her frenz..but i think dis is not the right time yet..

then my mum call plak and ask bout my last two days..and then got special request from her, ask me to come back to my hometown to take my aiman for his test in AloQ SetaQ since she will be having kursus dat time**haih**still me tho' i already working in kL rite now, things jez the same.. soccay, may be i will balik kampung again dat wiken, so i can see my famili and shitam too =) **yeayy**

then my mum ask me to call 'shitam'..she put her hp near shitam ears and suddenly dengar my mum gelak2!! wuuu sangat jeles!! mak bitau tinger shitam gerak2 and then cari2 me bile panggey name dia..i really mish my shitam like hell laa**cedey**

so rini another new collague baru masuk..so i have to rebut my cuti raya!! tak kire laa..aku yg tanye dulu, shud entertain me first laa tho' he already married..1st come 1st serve la..tho' i am single but i have my own responsibilities too, to my famili and my .........

tadek keje

2007-10-02T16:21:00.000+08:00

aku mmg nk updet blog tambah plak tadek keje neh.tp tah ape la nasib aku rini.may b org kata bad day kot.1)cari shuttle bas tak jupe, terpaksa nek teksi plak 2)nk updet blog tibe2 jadik bahasa jeponx.bia la mata aku sepet cm mata jeponx ponx, tadek la aku reti sangat bahasa jeponx.stkt paham pe yg takuya cakap tuh bleh laaa..
memandangkan aku tadek keje neh..nah hamek~!
http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=sarahtebuan

2007-09-23T23:11:00.001+08:00

Your Relationship is Still Building Strength

You're relationship is fairly strong, but you're still working on making things solid.
Make sure you're both treating each other with kindness and respect, even when things aren't going well.

How Strong Is Your Relationship With Your Guy?

2007-09-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

You Are a Friendly Ex

While the guys you've dated haven't been perfect, you've kept most as friends

In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best

And though your mature attitude is awesome, make sure nothing gets too weird

Or else you could lose these friendships, simply because your exes' new women think you're *too* friendly

What Kind of Ex-Girlfriend Are You?

di saat itu..

2007-09-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

Di saat aku tgh bergayut bersama temanku di suatu pagi sabtu, sambil ditemani oleh si shitam, kedengaran bunyi kilat dan guruh di luar sana memberi petanda menyuruh ku berhenti.Tetapi kutetap tidak mempedulikannya.

Tiba-tiba..

Shitam bangun sambil berbunyi dan berjalan dengan gelisah sekali.Tidak pernah sekali dia berkelakuan demikian.Jam menunjukkan hampir 3 pagi.Apakah yang cuba ditunjukkan dan diperkatakn shitam kepadaku??Sesungguhnya ku tidak mengerti..

Aku bersama teman masih lagi membincangkn isu semasa kami.Shitam senyap sudah, membuatkan ku lagi rancak berborak bersama teman.

Tiba-tiba kulihat shitam sedang membersihkan dirinya sendiri.Pada masa yang sama segenap bilik ku berbau tidak 'enak' sekali..Ku cari segenap pelosok bilikku, setiap sudut yang tersorok.Kelihatan anugerah setompok di bawah meja tulisku.

Uwaaaa...bengongnya shitam sangat tak bes anugerah yg diberikan kepadaku itu..Terpaksa aku bersihkan sendiri anugerah tu disebabkan semua org telah dilena diulit mimpi.Mau tak mau kuterpaksa..Sesungguhnya ku telah dianiayai..

Sebagai denda, shitam tak dapat tidur bersamaku malam itu.Ku tak sanggup.Keesokan harinya, shitam tidak begitu manja bersamaku.Tahu agaknya dirinya bersalah.Tapi malamnya dia dah wat muka kesian, lemah dan cair hatiku melihatnya**haih**

p/s:silalah faham dan mementingkan apa mesej yang cuba disampaikan oleh kucing anda.

kisah nurin

2007-09-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

malaysia dikejutkan dengan berita yang DNA mayat kanak2 yang dijumpai minggu lepas adalah sama dengan DNA Nurin.tp bagi ibu bapa Nurin, tetap menafikan yang tuh adalah mayat anak perempuan mereka.

haih.sedeh hati bila dengar berita cmneh.pilu hati mendengar kanak2 menjadi mangsa keganasan penjenayah bengong yang di luar tabii neh.kejam sungguh hati manusia, terutamanya org dewasa yang sanggup wat cm tuh kat kanak2 yang tak berdosa seperti Nurin tuh.wponx, berita ada ura2 menyatakan famili nurin menyembunyikan fakta seperti mungkin kematian nurin ada kena mengena dengan kegiatan ALONG. walau apa ponx sebabnya, jgn la disebabkan kesalahan si ayah atau ibu itu sendiri, anak mereka menjadi mangsanya.

sebagai ibu bapa mangsa, memang la menafikan mayat itu adalah mayat anak mereka.tp ibu Nurin teta redha jika itu mayat anaknya.Ibu bapa mana yang tak berada dalam keadaan mcm tuh "in denial", menafikan keadaan kerana kenyataan itu terlalu pedih dan perit utk ditelan.

namun begitu, usaha pihak berkuasa untk melakukan ujian DNA kali ke 2 bersama ujian DNA kakak Nurin patut dilakukan untuk mengurangkan keadaan yng semakin keruh ni. walau bagaimana pahit dan teruk skali dugaan yg melanda, kita umat Islam yg masih lagi mempunyai iman seharusnya pasrah dan redha dengan qada dan qadar Allah tetapkan.sesuatu yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya..sama2 lah kita berdoa penjenayah yang bersalah akan dikenakan hukuman yng setimpal dengan perbuatannya..kalau tidak di dunia, di akhirat pasti takkan terlepas dengan azab Allah..

p/s: sensitif sungguh isu neh since still ade adik + kezen2 yg sebaya n umor Nurin..mintak2 dijauhkan segala kejahatan untuk kanak2 seperti mereka ini..Amin..

'lindsay lohan'

2007-09-14T11:51:00.000+08:00

aku g tgk wayang n adik aku.tibe2 rasa nk g toilet dia.terkejut plak aku tgk pintu toilet dia cmneh.nk tergelak ponx ade.uhuh sian plak lindsay lohan kene pelekat kat pintu toilet jer =P huahua

2007-09-07T16:47:00.001+08:00

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...

word of the day

2007-09-07T16:04:00.000+08:00

last week, since public hols, ramai yg balik umah, so mak + tok decide nk wat kenduwi tahlil untuk arwah ayah + wan.on that day, aku telah mempelajari perkataan baru dalam kamus hidupku**chewah** tuh ponx, member bek tok aku yg sesaja sembang n aku kat dapor umah, soal selidik pasal life aku skang neh.life after stadi, after convocation.
"ha dah tuh bila nk cakuk?"
"cakuk?apekah.."
"laa..cakuk pun tak tau ka.."
"tak tau la..tak penah dengaq pun..cakuk seluaq tau laa.."
"haa cakuk kawen laa..sat g bila dah keja, tak cakuk lagi susah..keja besaq.."
"haha kawen kaa..tok yam cari kan la.."
"huh takmau laa..gaya tengok dah ada.."
so kengkawan..cakuk bermaksud ikat..bertunang atau kawen dan makna yang sewaktu dengannya..tuh bahasa kiasan zaman tok aku kot since tanya mak n makngah aku ponx diorg wat2 blur jugak.
so, sesiapa yang dah ada tuh, cukup syaratnya, cakuk la cepat2..nk tunggu ape lagi k =)

2007-08-20T14:00:00.000+08:00

When a girl is quiet,

millions of things are runningthrough her mind...

today..

2007-08-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

hari neh genap ayah tinggalkan kami sekeluarga setahun..

tapi aku rasa mcm baru sangat n kdg2 rasa ayah ade jer kat umah neh..

rindu ayah sangat2..

setahun ayah meninggal kemdian, rupenye aku kat umah..

pesan ayah supaya tgk n jaga adik2 n famili akan ku ingat n ikut selalu..

rupenye setahun ayah meninggal kemdian, akan ku jupe org yg tsayang =)

ku usahakan jua walau sesusah mane skali ponx..sesibuk mana sekali ponx tugas ku di rumah..

ku kira hari demi hari untuk bertemunya..

tak sabar sangat!!

so hari neh cedey cangat2 =((

genap setahun ayah meninggal..

si dia ponx pergi same, balik dari penang tinggalkan owang sowang2 agi =(((

ske jer nk tinggalkan owang sowang2.....

tak ske laaa peribahasa sayang isteri tinggal-tinggalkan tuh..

tadek idea lain ker nk wat peribahasa cm tuh**hampeh**

wat laa peribahasa cm len plak..

untuk si dia, thnx for coming n glad i can see u**hugs n kisses**

n suwee too for my 'meghaping' to u..

n now i hope u noe already y i wear baju kurung with ur 'white-tudung-soo-kiut-flowers' today..**thnx for trillion..really appreciate n i likeee it**

n i hope dat now u understand y dis time i'm soo meghaping n sensitive too with my 'red-flags' **pissed off**

suwee dat i could not treat u well this time..dunno y..rase mcm my travel to c u, lgi lama n leteh..compared to c u and spending time with u..i m sooo cedey bie..n frustrated too..

uwaaaaa...uwaaaa..(comfort me bie**harapan laa**) uwaaaaa again..

how to make a woman happy...

2007-08-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

A man only needs to be:

1. A friend

2. A companion

3. A lover

4. A brother

5. A father

6. A master

7. A chef

8. An electrician

9. A carpenter

10. A plumber

11. A mechanic

12. A decorator

13. A stylist

14. A psychologist

15. A pest exterminator

16. A psychiatrist

17. A healer

18. A good listener

19. An organizer

20. A good father

21. Very clean

22. Sympathetic

23. Athletic

24. Warm

25. Attentive

26. Gallant

27. Intelligent

28. Funny

29. Creative

30. Tender

31. Strong

32. Understanding

33. Tolerant

34. Prudent

35. Ambitious

36. Capable

37. Courageous

38. Determined

39. True

40. Dependable

41. Passionate

WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:

42. Give her compliments regularly

43. Love shopping

44. Be honest

45. Be very rich

46. Not stress her out

47. Not look at other girls

AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:

48. Give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself

49. Give her lots of time, especially time for herself

50. Give her lots of space,never worrying about where she goes

IT IS VERY IMPORTANT:

51. Never to forget: * Birthdays * Anniversaries * Arrangements she makes

keluaran terbaru perodua..aku ponx baru tau

2007-08-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

i hate u..yes u!!

2007-07-22T02:04:00.000+08:00

benci!!! benci!! benci!!!

i m quite pissed off with my life nowadays..dunno y..

aku kah yang terase..

atau aku kah yang emo..

sbb PMS kah???

aku SENSITIF kah??

suddenly i feel like tadek tempat nk bermanje..when i want dat sumone to feel me to comfort me but no body with me..he's not there..

bz..

kt luar..

letey laa..

tadek mood...

so, pompan tadek seme rase cm tuh ker..

so ingt pompan neh tak bz?

pompan neh tak keluar hang out n kawan2?

pompan neh tak letey pas balik keje or g jalan2??

pompan neh ade mood memanjang, 24 jam??

ape ingt pompan neh tadek perasaan ker..

bak kata ina. si tunggul kayu?? aku si tiang elektrik??

**tarik nafas**

ape susah sangat ker laki neh nk faham perasaan pompan?

ape susah sangat ker laki neh nk paham pompan?

if u dun understand them, jez hear what they said..

she jez want sumbody..

n thanx God for dat sumone(u noe who u are..) if not, msti la sakit dada tahan nanges, ape org cakap, menahan sebak di dada..

n suddenly my MeM besar dah balik dari kL..oMiGOSH!!

semenye tak kene..

pakai baju kecik kene tego cakap dah berubah..

pakai baju besar cakap dah gemok..lengan besau laa..mcm ManJa la..demmit samekan aku cam ManJa..whadaaaa~

so WHAT???

u expect me to say n talk to u properly or whatso ever to u??

u hurt my feeling n then i cannot hurt urs too???

i cannot understand..

we'all have to respect u but y`all dun respect us???

like HELLO...

org muda zmn skang is not like org muda zmn dulu..

me RUDE??

if YES, then what u gonna do to me?

nk tau ape yg me rase nk wat skang neh??

take my key--> start my baby Kelisa-->go to kL again or no where

and u if u dun respect me, dun expect me to do the same to u!!

motif?

lepaskan perasaan yang terpendam

-DONE-

07072007

2007-07-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

ok..ok..since aku ade mood nk updet blog lagi wponx event dah tunggang terbalik..hentam sajalah eh..

so tanggal 7hb julai 2007..maka berlangsung lah lagi satu upacara pernikahan my ex hosmet kat UTP iaitu my beloved kak rina a.k.a pearl eye..disebabkan aku rasa rapat dgn nya maka aku ponx bertekad la hendak pegi time akad nikah biarponx sowang2, tanpa ditemani sahabat handai..biarponx hanya sowang2 kat umah kak rina*hukhuk*

bermula dgn lagi satu episod gamble g umah kak rina, dgn tak biasa area ampang indah, ku gagahi jua..alhamdulillah, tuhan mudahkan perjalanan ku pagi tuh =) setibanya di rumah kak rina, mmg aku sowang jer temannye..yg len seme adik beradik kak rina..bilik kak rina di tuju, kelihatan pengantinnye tgh bersiap2..then secara tak rasminya aku menjadi pengapit iaitu teman kak rina ke masjid utk diakadnikahkan..

setibanya di masjid, pengantin laki sudah sampai..kelihatan jua pengapitnye berbaju ungu jugak(sempat agi ushar*hikhik*) ok..ok..siyes..sbnrnya aku yg cuak..kak rina lex ja*hampeh*beberapa kali aku sound kak rina soh wat2 malu*berlakon jer sploh minit*

yg nk tergelaknye..time pak imam bg khutbah..kak rina sempat berposing agi depan kamera kezen2nya..timetuh jugak pak imam ushar dia sempat tego agi n direct kene sound*hikhik* bunyiknye cm kene sound n lecturer kan kak rina? =P time tuh laa aku pk..

btol ker neh kak rina nk kawen =P

so time akad nikah, hatiku berasa lebeh cuak..ku tahu kak rina ponx same sbb kakinye sejuk(terpegang laa..) dgn sekali lafaz, kak rina dah jadik isteri org n milik abangnye..alhamdulillah =)

bajet ade adegan drama pastuh, tp masih leh dikontrol oleh kak rina..tak tragis langsung huhu tp ku tahu, ayah kak rina agak sebak dari raut wajah seorang ayah..aku plg ske adegan neh :

words cannot describe this action**speechless**

so pastuh, aku neman n tgk diorg amik gamba kat atas masjid..nice sangat!!wah..wah..mule la tuh nk berangan sendiri2 =P

then balik ke umah kak rina, lunch n chaloss!!

sesampainye kat umah teros bum-bum..penat + nantok gell..

so pasneh kak namo plak ye =D

honka fc

2007-07-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

skang neh hangat bersama musim bola AFC 2007..aku neh tadek ponx layan bola kalau stkt asia2 neh..bukan la nk mempersendakan atau ape..tp tgk la, cukup la dgn mesia kene 1-5 ngan china..mesia..mesia..

so, tanggal 24 june yg lalu(bapak lame dah =P), aku ponx turut serta mengikuti rombongan budak2 ofis kat shah alam..diorg ade main streetsoccer..ingtkan main2 jer, rupenye tournament..aku ponx ngikut jer laa..stkt jadik tukang sorak(bukan tukang sorok k), ape la sangat..so wat kat dataran shah alam cm lepak jer kat situ..byk gak team participate..aku rase open kot..ade gak utk pompan..layan jer la..so kat situ ade bukak booth utk tiket ker ape tah, so kuiz2, PS2 nye game station kat situ etc aku tak amik port sangat since aku datang sinin sekadar jadik pompom gurl ofismet aku n cuci mata jer (hehe..layann..) lama dah tak wat keje neh..asik loyal jer..loyal ponx cm tak dihargai jerk..upss!! **emosi**

so, team name : Honka FC..bengong budak2 neh..tibe2 jer letak name tah pa pe..team manager ah tuh a.k.a wat2 team captain..malas nk pk.. performance diorg quite oK even though tak tuwun training ponx ( skang neh baru dok wat2 trening =P) ..ade yg menang n ada yg klh..but then diorg tak fight sampai abih sbb tak larat a.k.a pancit, ada hal laa bla bla bla..so pas rest jer tgh hari after lunch teros blah..yg bengangnye kitorg yg pompom gurl neh la..penat sorak jer tapi fight tgh jalan*ade yg nk kene ketok pale*
tatau nape aku updet pasal diorg even aku tak main ponx..tah la..rasa enjoy kot follow diorg bagi sapot, since tadek komitmen*hikhik*

how bad my temper according my horoscope..

2007-06-28T07:31:00.000+08:00

AQUARIUS (JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18)
You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions.
It is very rare for you to get angry.
You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments.
It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst.
You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene.
You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.

p/s: quite true actually =P esp bab2 susah nk marah neh..tatau nape..kalau marah ponx sekejap jer..n bnda2 len cm btol gak n me malas nk layan, malas nk komen*nantok*

i m going to german

2007-06-27T08:18:00.000+08:00

org tua2 cakap tak bek ceritekan mimpi2 kite, tak bek hebohkan mimpi kite tuh kat org len..tapi pada aku, tpulang la pada niat masing2..
semlm aku mimpi aku nek kapal terbang, tak tahu nape nk g german..nk kata g tengok bola, world cup ponx dah abih..yg pastinye, aku nk g german tuh n ayah aku..btol2 aku ingt ayah aku ada kt sebelah..seingat aku, famili yg lain tadek plak follow skali..kitorg borak2 mcm biasa..then tibe2 ada org dtg tanyekan sumthing then teros tjaga tido......
*haihhh*

ape maksud mimpi aku tuh?

May Be Ayah Windukan aKu??
sbb org salu cakap kalau kite windukan org tuh, salunye org tuh windukan kite..hu'uh, me admit i really mish my dad =/

May Be Ayah nk Kejutkn aKu BanGun Tido??
ye laa..jam dah koi bape time tuh, mesti la ayah nk soh aku bangun g solat subuh, g keje..
teringat dulu masa ayah still ada, kalau time cuti jer mesti ayah yg salu kejutkan tido, esp kalau aku tak tuwun2 umah agi, tak kua dari bilik agi..start ah dia ketok bilik*hikhik* kdg2 malas layan, kdg2 aku hangen tp pastuh mesti dengar bunyik ayah gelak2 dari lua bilik, kdg2 aku dok diam jer*since tak bangun agi hukhuk*
tp skang neh...
aku tak dapat dengar bunyik ayah ketok pintu bilik agi =(
cerite pasal mimpi ayah..
pnah dulu after ayah meninggal..aku mimpikan ayah jugak..ayah ade pesan soh aku jaga mak n adik2 bebaik..
but then i feel i m not a good daughter n sister..
kakak tak reti jaga adik2..
kakak tak reti nk jaga mak n tok..
i am suxx....

seat belt for women

2007-06-22T23:24:00.001+08:00

m E n

2007-06-21T16:06:00.000+08:00

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have No money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

p/s: jez curik this post dari sumone's frenster..the results may vary between each individuals*hikhik*
for me, as long as my man appreciate me and take me as i am, i love him soo much*hikhik**gedik mode*

survey henset

2007-06-20T17:13:00.000+08:00

1. What is your current ringtone?
++This Ain't A Scene*fall out boy*++

2. What is your current wallpaper?
++Fergie++

3. Do you own a picture phone?
++Yes!! wponx yg koman jer, jadik la*hihi*++

4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
++the last pic is ME with my new cekak polka dot ala2 retro =D++

5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th message from the top says:
++" org kat luar la td..huhu" *ofismet*++

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
++cemane nk kire eh?++

7. Go to your last missed call, who was it?
++ md noor 2 ++

9. What service do you use?
++ hotlink,*music unlimited*++

10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
++ F.U.L.L bars++

11. Who’s on your speed dial number 5?
++ sarang tebuan*my rumah laa*++

12. Do you have a voicemail?
++ not sure++

13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have:
++12++

14. Who do you call the most?
++ =) ++

15. How many text messages do you get a month?
++ i dunno n i dun care =P lalala~++

16. Can you send pictures?
++ oh yeahh~++

17. What are the last 4 digits to your number?
++ 2901*my besday =) * ++

18. Go to your sent texts, what does the eighth one say?
++"Ye ke.Adoi sarah crk tp tak jupe pun!!"++

19. What about the 15th?
++"Sj nk kaco org la tu!!Tau jer org neh blemoih huhu" *whadaaa*++

20. Who’s the last person that you called?
++ abang-fang =) ++

22. Last person that texted you?
++ irwan*ofismet*++

23. Last person you added to your address book?
++ one resort kat cherating ++

24. How many minutes are on your plan?
++ po dio po bondo neh?++

25. Do you like your phone?
++ yeah!! bekos my father give it to me..very precious for me =) ++

26. What is it?
++ norkiah 7610 a.k.a daun++

27. Wanna give out your number?
++ nanananana~~~ ++

nadiana engangement day

2007-06-19T16:40:00.000+08:00

hola hola~~
since aku g family vacation time skul hols rituh g langkawi, alang2 aku g laa singgah kat rumah member aku bertunang kat perlis, simpang empat..tatau nape aku beria2 sangat nk g umah dia, siap overnite agi, padahal bukannye hosmet ker ape ponx..alhamdulillah, mak aku izinkan*lepas plak, kalau tak susah jugak nk bg overnite umah org neh*
so sabtu ptg 2hb tuh sampai kat umah nadia a.k.a nana huhu baru aku tau famili dia panggey nana..cm anak mami plak =P~ rupe2nye ade 2 org foreigner utp yg dtg skali..diorg nk tgk cemane ceremony org melayu kat sini..samiha n tihani namenye, org yemen..so terpakse la aku mempraktikkan ilmu PCS aku n diorg neh lagi skali*haihh* agaknye aku neh kene kawan n foreigner jer kot =P
malam tuh jez lepak2 n tolong kemas2 pape yg patut utk esok..dinner..layan tv sambil sembang2 ngn abang2 n adik beradik dia..melayan anak sedara dia..n adik nana jugak..famili diorg treat aku baik sangat..cm famili sendiri..dalam dekat2 koi11 g teman kakak nana wat sireh junjung utk esok..along cm regret sbb dapat bunga yg tak fresh n bahan yg tak cukup kat perlis tuh..huhu tapi hasil dia ok la..tadek laa terok sangat ponx..neh haa sireh junjungnye..
so malam tuh kitorg masuk tido awal jugak..tp kat luar dgr riuh rendah lagi..tringat plak zmn aku masa budak2, tido ramai2 n kezen2 aku masa kecik2 dulu kat rumah tok..skang neh plak ade yg dah kawen, pregnant dah ponx*haishh*
esoknyee..aku dah bgn awal bajet nana nk ajak teman g bersiap..tapi dia plak bajet aku tak bgn lagi so dia ajak adik dia*hampeh*siap2 jer, breakfast..sambil tolong kat dapor pa pe yg patut =) koi10++ nana ponx sampai umah dah bersiap..waweee~ cm nk nari zapin plak =P but nice, my mum ponx cakap baju dia cantik*jeles* so nana meghap aku pakaikan rantai and what so ever thing kat bdn dia smbil aku kene teman dia dalam bilik..
so dalam koi11 rombongan lelaki datang..tatau nape aku plak yg cuak dgr diorg dok sembang..nana lagi laa..tak larat aku nk dgr dia cakap tgh serabut perut huhu yg besnyee samiha ponx lagi serabut...nervous..like she the one going to be engaged..aku siap kene agi, "after this, we are waiting for ur engagement" whadaaa~~
then, upacara menyarung cincin, aku jugak yg terpakse meneman nana ke depan =)
so secara rasminye nana jadik tunang org!!
waaaa..tokleh nk roxx sangat ah mcm neh weh =P~
pas sarung cincin setel down, aku g ke dapor tlg wat keje2 since cm tak cukup org..yg nana neh dok bising cakap aku wat keje dtg umah dia..ishh ade yg nk kene ketok pale neh =P
hurm the most touching moment is bile nana peluk mak dia pas jadik tunang org..and she cried!! and when sumone started, me ponx cannot stand already though me marah nana cakap dangan nanes because this is ur day..me also started to cry n hard to stop ="(
y??
nana's father dah tadek..since she is the last daughter..her father passed away a year ago i think..i can feel it since we both very closed to our father...we also share the same feeling, when i feel blue n missing my father..
so pas majlis dah setel, aku ponx balik kg tanam jagung..yeye~!!
i love the 11 hantarans esp the bekas cincin..sweet sangat dgn sweet pink..along nana yg buat..
cm tema utk dat day the little mermaid plak...
so, here are some of the hantarans for that day..
suwi la may be tak nmpk gelap ker ape..stndrd laa..kamera ponx 3.2 megapixels jer =P

dis one is the significant for all those thing..
one for merisik..
another one is for bertunang..
heh, still cannot believe it dear that u r enganged!!
so aku ponx interview la, ape perasaan jadik tunangan org neh..tadek pa pe ponx dia cakap, jez kene lagi jaga diri bebaik laa, sebab dah libatkan dua famili =) but still not matured enough laa!! *hikhik*
so...who's NEXT??
anyone from SHADAPIANX may bE??

af 5 finale

2007-06-18T17:16:00.000+08:00

aloha~ lame gell tak mengupdet blog..dengan bz keje+network sinin suckxx+kdg2 moody+my own problemo, so here i am =) bhn nk updet blog ponx dah lapok sebulan dah neh..tatau la valid ker tak agi..tapi takper laa..sebagai syarat n kepuasan diri sendiwi..post jer la =P
ha nk citer sket pasal konsert AF5 final tempoh hari..tempoh tak tempoh dah sebulan laa..mende alah tuh berlalu *hukhuk* sekejap jer masa berlalu..kalau nk ikutkan, af kali neh aku plg tak layan sekali since tak dok kat umah mahuponx utp dah..tapi cm tau cmtuh2 jer la..
since aku mendapat dis 'invitation' from dat sumone utk g nenok af final, layan jer la..masa hari g carik tiket, may be tuah muke chomey la kot*hikhik* aku berjaya mendapat tiket kat seating arena wponx masa dah begitu suntuk.. so neh la tandanya aku berjaya membuat muke chomey kat abang cashier tuh =P~ haha
so on that day, kitorg ponx dalam koi berapa tah g sane, ptg dekat2 koi6..tuh ponx setelah sesat ke mana hala, dari ke PJ sampai ke subang..so masuk subang nk ke Kesas baru aku cham jalan*hikhik* area2 PJ neh fail btol laa especially dari Midvalley =P~

so sesampainye bukit jalil, pintu stadium tak bukak agi, so ushar jap kat booth kat luar tuh esp booth Heliza*whadaaa* and then booth dafi*utk beli sumthing for my sista* since minat gell n dafi*aku hanya mampu menggelengkan kepala*
so time dok berator kat luar tuh mcm fan aswad yg byk n hingaq..aku lagi skali menggelengkan kepala tgk perangai org kampung aku haha =P~
so neh la some of the pic yg aku sempat snap b4 dat nite nye show..aku ske tgk diorg punye fan club lawan sesame diorg, esp aswad nye fan club..so aku tak dapat bygkan laa time mawi dulu, sure lagi laa havoc =P
tapi yg tak besnyee pas org dah ramai, pak gad dgn strictnye tak bg gune kamera utk tangkap gamba seme..kalau tak diorg rampas..ye la may be nk prevent piracy ker ape..tapi of kos la mesti ada yg terlepas nye..
b4 mulenye show dat nite, seating yg kitorg duduk tuh dekat dgn pintu artis kua masuk n quite depan la jugak..so nmpk laa artis kuar masuk..tak sangke lak Kaer af quite kiut, bile dia tgk n bye-bye kitorg cm jerit haha cm ape jer..terasa diri cm bebudak smule =P n then shawal lagi*haish* so to dat sumone yg tgk konsert n aku tuh, sabar jer laa eh..mmg neh la myself esp bila tgk live show mcm neh yg jupe artis huhu n then velvet dah kurus!! jeles btoll aku tgkk..yg plg aku tak dapat lupekan, dpt tgk farid kamil*haihh* dah ler dok satu row n aku tapi dia depan laa..lembik lutut dah =P
so show dat nite is great!!even aku tak layan af, tp tetap leh layan final nye..dgn lagu diorg nyanyi ada yg hiburkan aku takponx mengalirkan air mata..only u noe y me like dat..quite sensitif n hayati lagu yg diorg nynyi..thnx for dat sumone for body language yg mampu memujuk wponx secara tak langsung n i noe dat u feel it..
after abis af final, aku ponx melancarkan projek yg selalu dilakukan bile jupe artis n celebrity..rumet mesti paham kan, yuni too!! =D n dis time i do it alone..dgn pnuh kebranian aku g depan sorang g tangkap gamba diorg neh n some of the celebrities tapi aku tak dapat la nk publish kat sini =D y aku cakap dgn pnuh kebranian?sbb my kredit hp dah YELEKK!!! haha kondifen gell..takper2 aku tau dia akan carik nye =)
so neh la some of the shots yg aku dapat after dat konsert, neh semenye..ade jer gamba cikgu jasmine tapi malas laa ramai sanagt nk berfoto dgn dia since aku ke depan sorang =P
this one only the finalist..tuh je la..gile tak expressive aku, may b sebab perasaan tuh dah lepas pada sebulan yg lalu..tapi perasaan lain plak yg menjelma semakin membara since dat nite =)
thanx for the treat and wonderful wiken dear..
congratz too for mila..for the first time juara af is pompan hukhuk..well, she deserved it..dun care la sum people said kemenangan dirancang or what..as long as she deserved it =)
anyway, she's roxX!!

terlalu cinta - rossa

2007-06-09T08:28:00.000+08:00

Jangan dekat atau jangan datang kepadaku lagi

Aku semakin tersiksa karena tak memilikimu

Kucoba jalani hari dengan pengganti dirimu

Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini

Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya

Namun apalah daya ini

Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia…

Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini

Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini

Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia…

Aku terlalu cinta dia…

p/s: ske sangat lagu neh..this song specially dedicated to 'dia'..eventhough we r miles apart, my mind cant stop thinking bout u..can't think of sumbody else..i will be waiting for u, for the times being that i still can wait..no matter how people n u will be said..
bie, i noe that u wont and cannot understand..dis song is for u and i will sing for u then.. =)

infinity infinatez =D

2007-06-08T09:13:00.000+08:00

i come to ofis this morning..and open my fwenster..suddenly nenok kat pending fren request..

then i scream pepagi dekat ofis!!

dis guy is adding me and i m sooo ding dong and flip flop for whole this morning..
'kena marah pun tak kisah' =P

haishh..i wish that i can see him and his gang performing live soon!!!

=) **speechless**

p/s: met, jum ah met 17hb neh =D

benda kecik ponx nk bising

2007-06-06T08:27:00.000+08:00

semlm otw balik kL..atas bas yg aku nek tuh..mmg dia tak pnah stop agi b4 tuh..so ade la sorang aunty keturunan benggali neh..tadek la aunty sangat ponx..anak dia 2 org umor 8 thn n 9 thn cm tuh jaa..g la ke depan kat drebar bas tuh..kirenye kali ke-2 la dia g bitau yg mintak tlg benti kan..sbb anak dia tak tahan nk shi shi..tp mmg aku dah roger ponx, bas yg aku salu dok nek tuh akan stop kat the next r n r..may b aunty tuh 1st time nek, dia tatau la kot..
yg drebar tuh ponx satu..may be dia tak tahan aunty tuh dok push so benti..may be dia rimas..tiba2 jer dia g fire kata dia dah cakap akan stop dia akan stop laa..tak payah la nk kene dtg cakap sampai 10 kali..
yg si aunty neh ponx bengang lagi sbb dia cakap leklok, si drebar plak g fire cm tuh..sapa tak hangen kalau jadik cm tuh..dengan suara drebar tuh quite kuat gak laa..aku yg dok belakang dekat seat no 15 ponx leh dengar..makin lama makin kuat lak diorg gadoh*hukhuk*
aku?
pasang telinga dengar jer la..dah gelombang2 tuh masuk kot cuping tinga neh ha..layan jer laa..dalam hati aku cakap 2,2 salah..bnda alah tuh ponx nk bising..bising apa yg dapat..lagi lambat anak si aunty tuh nk g shi shi..lagi lambat nk sampai kL..
aku ponx paham kalau kat tmpt aunty tuh..anak dia dah tak tahan sangat nk shi shi..dah la budak lagi..as a mother mesti dia layan anak dia..tambh plak bas tuh tak pnah stop lagi..
kalau aku kat tmpt drebar tuh ponx sama jugak, rimas jugak org dtg bitau sampai seploh kali nk benti..ade yg nk kene ketok kepale neh =P
pa pe ponx aku dapat meleraikan perang mulut tuh secara tak langsung..dok gadoh agi kt tgh pintu bas..aku wat2 slamber dekat ngan diorg cakap nk tuwon bas neh..
so secara tak langsung diorg stop kat situ..

p/s: aku ponx nk g toilet gak sbnrnya =D

survey owang cakit pewut

2007-05-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

1.Honestly, what color is your wallet?
++ black + red + white ++

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
++ wanna quit dis job! ++

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
++ working, updating my own blog ++

4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
++ no, i am not ++

5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
++ nope ++

6. Honestly, who are you thinking of now?
++ ofismet*mane la diorg pergi neh, beg diorg still ada kat sini neh* ++

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
++ yes!!*lurve to watch totally spies,martin mystery, dats so raven* ++

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone?
++ may be..ade sket kot*hurmm* ++

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
++ spend time with him and my family..oopss my fwenz too =) ++

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
++ long time ago ++

11. Honestly, do you have an eating disorder?
++ aa..nk diet..bdn gumok..tpi kene marah*cedey* ++

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
++ of kos i do..but he wont understnd me and never do*sigh* ++

13. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret??
++ yeS, it will remain secret i guess ++

14. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
++ ade..bajet bagus sangat!! ++

15. Honestly, are you confused with your feelings?
++ hurmm..i guess so.. ++

16. Honestly, who would you wanna be
with right now?
++ my family and with him*fly me to kuantan now plz..* ++

17. Honestly, do you like someone?
++ yEs! ++

18. Honestly, does anyone like you?
++ hoho i think So..but wat2 tatau n tak layan jerk =P ++

19. Honestly, are u an easy going person?
++ ask my fwenz lorh.. ++

2007-05-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

balik awal dulu eh..
sangat rasa tak sedap bdn..
simptom2 nye macam demam rituh, viral fever..
sakit tekak tibe2..
tadek mood..
kepala berat..
mata jadik panas nk nanges..
satu bdn sakit2..
len kali laa eh updet..
bu bu..
selamat menengok pirates kat carribean ye...

watsons sungei wang

2007-05-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

pada hari itu..
aku keje wiken..
tibe2 jer masuk pager kes watsons sg wang..
then aku ponx call la that customer..
pada masa yg sama..
sementara nunggu henset neh mendail..
aku ponx dgn pnuh kenakalan mengusik kak is..
ketika menonton cerita 'misteri' kt tv3 time tuh..
sambil membuat bunyi seperti..
"weeeeeee...wuuuuuu...."
tibe2..
cepat pulak customer menjawab panggilanku..
dgn pnuh sikap profesionalisme..
aku ponx bercakap n customer tuh pasal problem yg direport..
padahal dalam hati..
tuhan saja yg tahu perasaan malu menyelubungi diri..
alamak..
mamat neh dah lame ker dgr aku mengarot sorang2 kat teliponx neh..
agak2 jer..
aku ponx dgn pnuh kebranian di dalam dada..
mule bertanyakan dat customer..
hurm..
"awak dah lame ker angkat call tadi eh.."
"nape awak tanye" dalam kedengaran dia dok gelak2 sket2*hampeh*
"tadek laa..saje jer nk tau.."
tibe2 jer die bantai gelak kuat2 kat aku..
demmit neh mesti fail ah tadi..
"haaa kantoi tadi.."
"alamak dengar eh tadi huhu..saje jer ngusik member tadi..tak sangke plak awak jawab call cepat.."
"haha takper2..jadik rasia kerajaan" hampehnye mamat neh..kenekan aku plak..
" k la awak..cer try pe yg sy soh awak wat tadi dulu..kang saya call awak balik k.."
" kalau counter tak oK jugak cemane.."
"takper la, saya call engineer soh g check la anti.."
"kalau dia tak dtg cemane.."
"kalau dia tak dtg, anti die yg kene marah.."
"ape plak, saya nk org yg tgh cakap fon neh dtg fixkan problem neh" hampehnye customer..kene lagi aku..
"ape pulak, kite jez helpdesk jer.."
"haha..k la..meh sini no taliponx bia saya call bile saya dah siap wat awak soh" chehh tektik nk no fon aku laa neh..
"takper awak..dalam 10 minit agi saya call awak balik..dalam koi7.40 ker.."
"tuh dah lebeh 10 minit.."
"ye la ye la..awak wat jer laa saya soh tadi tuh.."
..........................................................................................................................................................................
mamat watsons sg wang tuh ingtkan aku yg nk dtg store..amik ko jet suami org yg g =D
eniway, mamat watsons tuh nama Maman..siap tinggalkn henset number..

takper la maman, bile2 la i g sg wang, wat2 g watsons k jupe u =P

sayang tak bererti memiliki??

2007-05-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

org cakap "sayang tak bererti memiliki.."
dah tuh watper kite sayangkan seseorang itu..
kalau kite tak mampu nk memiliki..
kehidupan ini sangat tak adil..
wponx ku dah biase dgn keadaan di mana..
org yg aku sayang..
pastinya takkan dapat bersamaku..
lelaki yg kusayang selalu pergi tinggalkan diriku..
ayah..
lelaki yg paling kusayang dalam hidupku..
tlh pergi ke pangkuan Illahi..
wan..
lelaki yg membesarkan ku..
ketika sekolah rendah..
pergi dan amik ku dari tusyen..
juga mengikuti jejak langkah ayah..
si dia..
lelaki yang paling aku cintai sepanjang hidup aku..
juga tak dapat hidup bersama ku..
tak mungkin hendak bersama susah senang denganku..
kasih sayangku sia-sia..

i'm hurt..
nobody can feel this pain..
i feel it alone..
and i m all alone....

2007-05-16T16:42:00.000+08:00

kesibukan di tempat keje hingga membuatkan ku tak sempat nk mengupdet blog neh..wponx tlh dirancang utk mengepost entry hari neh..
hampeh nye rini, especially bile laki wat2 hari neh Hari Piyed Laki Sedonia..

SEkian~~

2007-05-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

"You should have told me you didn`t like me any more..
But I couldn`t see that and you just rushed me.."

survey tunggu ujan benti~

2007-05-13T16:16:00.000+08:00

[1] are u single,taken,crushin?
++single n crushin salu..kdg2 jer taken++

[2] are you happy with where you are?
++sumtimes n depends++

[3] when you meet the right person,do you fall fast?
++depends on person n situation..kalau hati dah ske++

[4] have u ever had ur heart broken?
++a'aa, hurt me sumtimes tho++

[5] would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
++depends on issue..i need to noe first, the reason cheating on me++

[6] have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
++ of course YES!! i'm 23 already n still single..duhhH~++

[7] do you want kids?
++yeah..can't wait to have my own baby++

[8] how many?
++at least 3..and above haha =P++

[9] would you consider adoption?
++yeah..pnah terpk masa sekolah dulu, nk tlg org susah++

[10] if somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to say
it?
++y u like me? theres other gurl better than me++

[11] do you enjoy playing hard to get?
++of course YEs!!depends on person too haha++

[12] do you want someone you can't have?
++hurmm a'aa..2 person in my mind rite now..one definitely a nO nO for me, another one still got the chances i think++

[13] do you believe love at first sight exists?
++sort of..love @ 1st site for my eX and ofismet may B*hikhik*++

[14] do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
++yes..me really appreciate in sumthing precious to me =)++

[15] do you believe that you can change someone?
++hurm sumtimes..but i love sumone by the way he is..can accept u bie*even u buwuk or buncroy*++

[16] do you have feelings for someone right now?
++iye saye..++

[17] Do you still have feelings for an Ex?
++frankly, a big YES for that++

[18] have you ever cheated on someone?
++aa++

[19] would you ever consider getting married in high school?
++dah lepas ponx high skul =P *ingt citer OTH ker*++

[20] would you marry any of your ex`s if they ask?
++hurm, yes..i still love him..dgn restu famili n jodoh++

2007-05-13T15:15:00.000+08:00

"I just cant understand the hearts of men..
They tell you they want you and then they leave you.."

2007-05-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both flirtatious and intimidating.

Your friends are secretly put off by your seductive powers.

And strangers either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both.

No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. Or rake.

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

me, myself n my day =P

2007-05-11T09:39:00.000+08:00

kind of free dis morning..so got time to updet my only one blog neh*hikhik*..quite long time tak updet blog..Mood tadek + Wiken yng Panjang + Tadek Perasaan = No no for dis blog..

Last wiken, quite a tiring wiken actually..me have wiken + 2 days extra cuti sbb i' m working dis wiken..salunye cuti cmneh balik kg jer, but then tibe2 rase nk lepak kL cm dok umah senyap2 jer =P but dat Saturday asu dah mintak temankan die balik kg utk anta bibik kat umah..so we are having dis bibik kat umah kat kg..in case cm teman tok n aiman ah if my mum g out station atau ade klas kt UUM tuh..so tadek la rasa sunyi sangat..may bee asu rasa weird jez balik n bibik, mintak aku temankan balik hari..alasan dia ada keje ri Ahad tuh..otw balik kg me jez titun jer kat sebelah disebabkan nantok yg amat sangat da nite b4 tak sempat tido ponx, as asu ajak kua umah very the early in the morning*hukhuk* sempat la dikutuk asu, co-pilot cm tak berfungsi sangat sbb otw balik kL ponx same thing happen =D nantok dowh~ dah ah lagu kat radio tah pa pe..so sampai kL balik ponx around 12.30 ahad pagi tuh..pe g, terus bumm bumm~~

so Ahad comes..
dunno yet what to do..bgn ponx dah koi10++ lepak2 kat umah ASu + babysit Alif*sampai tak mandi agi* tibe2 rasa nk weeming n rumet and then she said oK..so dalam koi2++ nk blah, asu soh lunch kat umah skali..pe agi, mmg dekat2 koi 4 baru kuar umah..cm tibe2 sedey plak, Dayah soh stay umah die, soh men zeropoint*ala, tali getah yg men lompat2 tuh*
ahad gak aku start masak kat umah baru neh..tp mkn sowang2 jer la since seme org dah mkn n partner masing2..ahad malam, ya Allah aku nk wat per neh cuti 2 hari agi..maka aku ponx msg Mira..
"nya, ko keje tak esok"
"jum kuar esok.."
"leh jer..ko neh btol ker siyes nk g situ"
"btol la..esok aku tunggu ko koi10 kat tesco ampang eh"

Isnin..
dalam koi10++ jupe nya kat tesco ampang, then bawak die balik umah..pastuh kitorg ponx bertolak ke destinasi yg dituju adalah SUNWAY LAGOON!! *hikhik* cm buang tebiat plak..actually teringin nk nek yg benda bulat lambung2 tuh, but then tuh kene bayar asing, extra another rm30++
adalah enjoy la jugak mandi-manda jez 2 org..cuci mata..but quite tensen takleh men slide..
alasan?
sbb pakai suar panjang..nak men slide kene pakai tight*hampeh* padahal ade jer yg pakai lebeh kurang cm bleh ah plak..cakap kat nYa, neh mesti kite tak pakai seksi2 neh*hikhik*
aku jugak telah berjaya membuatkan nYa nek rollercoaster dan jerit sekuat2nye..dan dia dah sampai satu tahap yg maximum takleh men pa pe dah pas nek kasut koboi =P
so terpakse la aku layan tomahawk sowang2 =( horror gell~ first impression mmg nk teruja nk nek, then bile tgk org nek, 360 darjah die pusing, wat aku pk 2,3 kali..tapi final decision mmg aku nek ah..stkt hayun cam flying pirate tuh kire biase agi..bile bab pusing tergantung kat atas, terbalik tuh, paling tak bleh bla!!leh rasa kaki aku terjuntai cm tergantung*waaaaa~* kututup buka mata jer..leh rase air mate nk kuar*adoii* enjoy sangat!! partner aku nk ajak wat 2nd round*uwaaaaa* whadaaa~ i'm not ready for the 2nd one!! kang takut tak mampu nk jalan plak*hukhuk* pa pe ponx, die nye grip safety tuh kuat sangat sampai lengan aku cm merah darah kat dalam, cm lebam =(
balik sunway jer, rambut keras bakk cm keropok..so salun time!!*hikhik* balik umah jer teros flet..cm beti nokia yg kong takleh on dah =P

selasa?
waaa..for relaxing..lepak jer dok umah..kua lunch balik umah layan tv..leteh bakk..suara ponx dah jadik serak sbb byk jerit..

gamba?
tak sempat amik gamba..cme wat rambut jer..tapi takleh ah nk publish kat sini..jez for VVIP jer =P~

patience..

2007-05-11T07:47:00.000+08:00

just have a little patience

i'm still hurting from a love i lost
i'm feeling your frustration
any minute all the pain will stop. .

just hold me close inside your arms tonight
don't be too hard on my emotions..

'cause i need time my heart is numb,
has no feeling so while i'm still healing
just try and have a little patience..

i really wanna start over again
i know you wanna be my salvation
the one that i can always depend.
i'll try to be strong believe me i'm trying to move on
it's complicated but understand me. .

'cause the scars run so deep
it's been hard but i have to believe
just have a little patience..

survey benon owang demam~

2007-05-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

1. 4 names in your inbox?
++abang, pidah, tajuddin, sarah aishah++

2. your main ringtone?
++i wanna love you*akon*++

3. what u did at 12 last night?
++texting sambil bawink2++

4. who was the last person u went out with? where?
++fad*hosmet*, g mamam kat kedai depan udang besar++

5. the color of the tshirt you're wearing now?
++purplish*hikhik*++

6. the last thing u did ?
++wat daily report sambil wat2 gigit kuku*acah jer*++

7. 3 of your evryday favorite things ?
++texting + driving + gossiping*hikhik*++

8. the color of your bedroom?
++ dinding putih*busan bakk*++

9. how much money in your wallet now?
++rM97++ *hukhuk*++

10. How's life?
++life suxx rite now++

11. your favorite city?
++always my hometown*kuLim*++

12. what will you do next weekend?
++balik kampung + kuar jalan2 + beki kete*sigh*++

13. when the last time u meet your mom?
++ last tuesday =) ++

14. where is she now..?
++ umah@ kedah++

15. When did the last time you talked to her?
++ last wednesday*pesan jgn lupe mkn ubat, mkn n enuf diet!!*++

16. who is the last person that texted you ?
++ tajuddin ++

17. where did u have your dinner last night?
++ kedai depan udang besar ++

18. the last gift u've got?
++ Armani Black Code =) ++

19. last thing u borrowed from your friend?
++ money ++

23. What do you feel now?
++ nantok+nk balik ofis+nk nenok spiderman malam neh*yeah~*++

28. What do you order at McD's?
++ sausage mc mufin@ 6.15am++

29. The last time u feel sad?
++last friday i think.nk titun takleh.asik nanis jer*cedey*++

30. What is your wish for tomorrow?
++ nk hepi jer.kalau bleh nk ape yg inginkan*skema gell ayat*++

Spiritual Rules for How to Break up

2007-04-30T15:24:00.000+08:00

aku rasa mcm masalah neh jadik masalah utama plak wat orang yg berkenaan..so article aku jupe kat yahoo neh ler dijadikan panduan sket2 wat sape yg nk lari tapi masih dalam bayangan sendiri ker..

"My boyfriend and I have been together for a year. Lately, I've been feeling like the relationship has stagnated. I am not as excited about our future as I once was, and I really want a relationship that will lead to marriage and the next chapter in my life. My question isn't whether we should break up -- it's how we should break up. What's the gentlest way to end a relationship if the reason for ending it is simply, "I don't love you?" -- Not in Love"

Being a "gentle" person myself, which is sometimes good and sometimes bad, I can appreciate your wish to end your relationship gently. You are probably already good at being gentle. Your challenge might be to prepare yourself for the not-so-gentle work you have to do. Here are some rules for you:

1. Don't forget that ending is not a nice thing.
Own up to the shadow aspects of this important job. Be prepared to be the "bad guy" and discover that there can be joy in that role.

2. Before you have the ending conversation, get it clear in your mind.
You want and need to end this now. Set aside complexity for a while and go for simple.

3. You don't have to give reasons.
You know that the reason is that you don't love this person now. Don't be led into the tangle and trap of looking for valid reasons. Love is not a reasonable thing.

4. Be gentle, but also be firm and clear.
You can be one part firm to two parts gentle, but no more gentle than that.

5. You have already ended it in your mind, so after the conversation let it be.
No regurgitation. No tying up loose ends. Do the main job of ending and let all the details take care of themselves. End of discussion.

6. In spite of rule #5, know that closure is only an ideal.
You may always wonder about and even regret this ending. You may dream of this person all your life. Deep down in your soul, endings are only commas, not periods. They aren't as final as they seem to be in the moment. Allow yourself a lot of contradictory feelings, but don't let them interfere with the achievement of a good, clear ending. Sharp and neat makes gentle possible.

So..aku harap article neh sedikit sebyk dapat mbantu sesiapa yg berkenaan..wponx ku tahu praktikalnye tak semudah teori..cakap mmg senang kan, tapi yg menanggung tuh yg faham perasaanyee..kalau bleh tanak la pisah2 neh, ku nk tgk korg seme bahagia n hepi dalam life masing2 =)

Undangan Majlis Perkahwinan

2007-04-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

Tarikh: 22 April 2007

Masa: 12.00-3.00ptg
Tempat: Tmn Intan, Batu Gajah Pengantin: Aminuddin & Umie

Seawal jam 9 pagi, rombongan Spartan telah bertolak ke umah Jet yg terletak di Batu gajah, Perak. Janji berkumpul reramai dulu kat ofis, ramai tak ramai ponx, 8 org jer yg dapat g kenduwi jet..8 orang bersamaan 2 kereta..Kereta Waja dan Kelisa oWen..gamba di atas adalah sebahagian daripada yg g kenduwi jet..
so dalam perjalanan g bt gaj, kitorg ikut jalan biasa, jln lama..cm nice gak..aku rasa cm lagi dekat plak compared to highway*hukhuk* tmbah plak dgn scenery kampung yg bes..rasa cm dalam citer wild hogs lak =P
so sampai bt gaj dalam koi1.30, terlajak sket otw nk g tnjung tualang plak*hukhuk* setibenye kat umah jet, pengantin tgh makan beradab =) soo weird tgk jet pakai baju pengantin..but at the same time, rasa hepi for him..
kenduwi tuh wat buffet n makan ikut ske hati duduk..so kitorg duduk kitorg jer laa..as y`all noe dat gurl had crisis wif me n cannot see my face, so ku dok jauh jer la..kim salam la nk nengok muke tak sedar diri tuh =P
pas makan, masuk umah kejap, tgk jet bersanding, meraikan pengantin dah dtg jauh2 =) n sesi bergamba n ofismet*hikhik*
so gamba dibawah neh aku, jet n isterinya..selamat pengantin baru, smoga kekal sehingga ke akhir hayat..dah kawen tuh kene wat la cara dah kawen, appreciate ur wife as herself..jgn terikut perangai dat sumone yg mcm bujang jer even dah kawen =P

otw balik kL lalu ikut highway, bkoz dat datin claim takleh lalu jalan lama mcm bengkok2 penat pening seme bla bla bla..i tot nk g jalan2 g teluk batik ker cm tuh tapi diorg direct jer =(( *uwaaa*

DIAGONAL : she's creative

2007-04-21T13:05:00.000+08:00

The lipstick that is worn to a decided slant belongs to a versatile, creative person, one who is bold and forthright, although not always 100% practical.
She is demonstrative and vivacious, has a great love for family. Associates look to her as a leader.
A fluent talker, she has a retentive memory. She is occasionally subject to moods but does not let them last for too long.

p/s: thats me..i guess 85% represent me =) alamak nk letak gamba carik tak jupe plak skang neh..anti2 ah..neh ponx jupe kat The Star habuan nk lapik makan tapau =P

dianogsis of my painful

2007-04-21T07:16:00.000+08:00

hola~

dat nite kan me decide to go to clinic kan..check2 seme, blood pressure oK, temperature oK..then cakap kat doktor, sakit kepala rasa cm migrain..doktor analyzed me as sTresS..

me..stress???whadaaaa~~

may be kot..tah ler, tibe2 byk lak bnda rasa di pk kan 2, 3 menjak neh..may be org akan cakap stress neh sumthing related with my work, but not really..mmg la keje quite stressful but i still can handle it by my own..

first thing yg me rasa may be related n stress is when nk tuwonkan berat bdn..seme org asik cakap me dah berisi skang compared to dulu, esp b4 masuk keje..sebagai seorang yg pnah 'gumbira' dulu, issu isi-berisi neh very the very sensitif to me..sangat nekad nk tuwonkan my weight n kontrol my makan..but the point is, ingt senang ker nk kontrol makan..same jer ngan issue lelaki nk stop smoking..!!

second thing is related with my work..my job scope is handling helpdesk and bla bla bla..tatau nape, 2 3 menjak neh..like hellnyee keje..work load dia punyaa laa bapakk!! and i can feel the pressure..plus ngan helpdesk wat2 ade tabung saman for those yg wat salah, depends on salah yg kite wat..send emel no attachment 50sen..send emel twice 50 sen also etc..cm WTF!! gaji dah ah sket, then nk kene bayar2 plak!!i noe that tabung saman neh bagus actually, nk prevent kitorg wat salah and nk ajar kitorg..but then tah ah..sumtimes tak logik ah..luckily, me very careful bout those things..cme kene bayar saman semalam sbb masuk after break lambat sket, bout 15 minutes late*hikhik* bajet diorg dah balik =P pe g, wat2 gamble sorang2 ah =D *tak kisah* alasan: tertido =P

3rd thing is about my personal thing..tah la..i dunno what to do..its soo complicated rite now..me now single..tapi mcm tak single..from another point, me like single, but taken..dari satu sudut agi, me cud be said like TTM..me penat mcm neh..actually, sumtimes its good to be single..but sumtimes its good to be single like this..theres people taking care bout `ya..but dunno..tah ler..tatau nk cakap*sigh*

another thing is bout my family and frenz..as y`all noe that me the eldest kan..so after ayah ninggal, kalau bleh me mmg nk take care of my family..but then me nk enjoy n hepi with my own life..at the same time, nk satisfy and make my famili hepi..the matter here is, izit easi to make everyone heppi..and sumtimes u have to sacrifice urself utk org len..
issue with my hosmet?
hurmm..lemme think..
biasa ah dah tinggal seumah neh..perangai org masing2..here and there..but still can manage..kalau tak tahan jer, lari balik keramat ah*hikhik*

another thing yg dok pk adalah bile la petronas nk panggey keje neh..nk call tanye ponx, hati rasa mcm still early..jez wait n see la..

so tuh jer la kot issue kat kepala neh ha..last nite my mum call and try to korek cerita or my izit theres problem..she think may be ngan tmpt keje..then ask me again bout my personal problem..i said oK mum, still can handle it*wat2 jer tadek pa pe*tanak serabutkan mak ngan my problem lagi..biar lah ku tanggung sendiri..
and 'awak' try to korek jugak..soh cerite if ade masalah and me still cakap 'tadek pa pe' =)
my baby tanye plak izit me makan n taking pill diet..hurmm..half yes and another half lagi no..and i dunno izit related to my kepala cakit2 neh..soccay bie, yg cakit is me and myself..as long as u r hepi and 'bahagia' with ur life, i dun mind feeling this pain..

gtg..nk balik basuh baju..nk kongker penyidai =P *hampeh*

painful

2007-04-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

rasa cm dah lame tak updet..
rini ade mood nk updet..
tapi tibe2 jer sakit kepale sangat2 sampai mata ponx dah jadik kecik..
len kali la eh updet..
sumbody plz bring me to clinic..

zasssssss~~~

tinggal serpihan..

2007-04-14T11:14:00.000+08:00

Kalau ikutkan impian

Cinta ini kupertahankan
Sampai bila-bila

Tak mahu kasih tercela
Menghancurkan setiap rencana
Untuk hidup bersama

Sayang hatimu berubah
Ada saja jadi punca
Perbesar subjek yang sezarah

Pabila bertentang mata
Pasti ada yang tak kena
Lalu menyalahkan aku saja

Dulu kau curah janji setia
Mahu menciptakan bahagia
Kala kau dusta permainkan cinta
Kau kata cuma nak menduga diri ini

Disaat aku kau cinta
Hanya diriku yang bertakhta
Akulah segala
Aku tak diperbandingkan

Sungguh-sungguh kau pertahankan
Perhubungan kita
Haluan kini berbelah
Kau pilih untuk berpisah

Diriku bagai tak berharga
Nak dimaniskan sebutan kau anggap takdirnya Tuhan
Siapapun takkan terlawan

Hati yang luka kerana cinta
Akanku cuba merawatnya
Kalau dikenang masaku terbuang
Menambahkan sakit kepala dan hatiku

P/s: met, lagu neh yg kite dok carik masa kt UTP dulu met..sangat ske lirik n lagu neh..dah ler yg nani ponx name sarah =) *wink*wink*

dibuli??

2007-04-13T07:54:00.000+08:00

aku tak paham.kdg2 aku rasa aku keja skang neh cm tmpt aku pektikel plak.cm kene cautious ngan SV kat sini.tp manager dept aku lex jer.slamber jer aku cakap dia bengong.lex jer bile die ngusik aku.
tp SV aku kat sinin asik nk buli aku jerk.tatau ah neh di konsider buli ker tak.yg pastinye, aku tak sempat nk buli die balik lagi*hikhik*
masa awal2 aku masuk keje sinin, 2nd week keje dah kene replace org kat technical dept..frontdesk tapi kejenye cm kene handle seme*hampeh* dah ler 3 hari, cm 3 bulan jer aku rasa..deal n customer, internal fon call, external agi..cer bygkan, tak ker blur aku tibe2 jawab fon tanye PO and quotation kat aku*whadaaa* technician neh tanye sparepart lagik la*adoi* tp yg besnyee keje kat bawah tuh adalah leh sembang2, ym n plg penting skali jauh dari SV dan bleh beramah mesra ngan staf2 kat sinin*hikhik*
ha pastuh masuk 3rd week jer, aku jugak yg kene g ofis proJet kat subang..bermule la hidup aku menumpang di umah sewa orang..1st time do fo wat2 dok kat umah sewa =P dekat 3 minggu ah gak aku kat sini..sampai la dipindahkan semula kat pandan perdana neh, menyewa la sampai skang..
and skang plak..aku dibuli lagi skali..tapi kutimer sebagai cabaran*cewaah* smlm manager aku neh cm soh aku g set up cpu skali n POS+Tiger proJet neh..dalam perut neh dah serabut dah neh, mcm ribut..bnda alah tuh ponx tak kenal sangat agi, tibe2 nk soh cm tuh..mule2 aku ingtkan men2, SV aku plak petang tadi wat2 remind cakap g set up skang!!*uwaaa..mampos aku* maka aku dgn wat muke cuaknye, membaca manual n work instructions sambil me'nyetap' bnda alah proJet tuh..bes gak sbnrnya sbb leh belaja hardware minyak2 neh..at least aku paham agi..pasneh leh ah aku set up proJet sendiwi..bukak proJet..berpaling dari Petronas sbb tak panggey aku keje agi*hikhik*
bile pk smule..aku rasa SV aku neh sayang aku sbb dia soh aku belaja mcm2 =P tak kisah ah kene buli ponx..as long as aku dapat belaja mende baru wponx kdg2 kene marah ker ape..dgn customer?tadek perasaan dah aku skang neh..skang neh, aku lak yg marah customer balik..pedulik hape aku*hikhik*
yang aku ske keje kat sini sbb leh belaja software org..dah wat sendiri system nyampah..n handle ngan hardware aku ske, esp bnda yg kite takleh dapat kat umah =)
dan paling bes skali..leh sembang ngan customer..esp kakak-kakak Telekom n org2 proJet..siap nk tlg matchkan org agi*hikhik*
dah2..aku nk wat2 rajin berkerje neh..
chalo~~

i want a guy that..

2007-04-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

aqua : does it in the water

2007-04-11T13:12:00.000+08:00

Trustworthy.

Sexy.

Great kisser.

One of a kind.

Loves being in long-term relationships.

Extremely energetic.

Unpredictable.

Will exceed your expectations.

Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!

menu malam hari

2007-04-05T15:19:00.000+08:00

Sajian kita untuk malam ini ialah:

Tempat: ABC Maideen's Food Corner
Jam: 8.15-9.45 malam
Santapan:
Roti Bakar (2 set)
Kopi O Ais ( 2 gelas)

hurmm..shian plak bile dua2 order mcm neh..cm tadek duit lak nk dinner..cm budak asrama ponx ade*thiang pulauk* tapi..adakah budak asrama minum kopi O? cm tau budak2 asrama neh minum teh O jer =P

menu kite utk malam ini sangat menjimatkan..tapi lagi jimat ler kalau mkn kat umah wat sendiwi =P

berapa kalori yg terjana tak pasti pulak..sebab tak sempat nk menjana nk mengira kalori*hikhik*

apekah yang ngarot neh..
whadaaaaa~~

satu malam yang hening..

2007-04-04T07:54:00.000+08:00

malam itu ku tido dgn lenanya..
migrain menyerang tidak tertahan..
sedang ku nyenyak tido wponx kdg2 terdengar hosmet ku bergayut..
tibe2..
bunyik anjing menyalak dari jauh..
semakin lame semakin dekat semakin kuat..
adakah aku bermimpi??
anjing2 tuh kurasakan seperti btol2 berada di depan pintu rumahku..
tau tak perasaannye cemane?
rasa mcm nk baling ngan high heels ker takponx henset zmn dulu..
bengong punya anjing..
tau ah kalau gila ker nk tunjuk perasaan ponx..
tak payah ah nk tunjuk perasaan depan pintu pagar umah aku..
neh cm ape jer..
g ah nyalak kat bukit ker kat tgh padang..
hampehnyeee anjing pandan perdana neh!!!!

kehilangan..

2007-03-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah kuberi
Tiada lagi bersama
Seringkala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah
Bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu

walaupun kite tanak kehilangan lagi..
kite tahu akan tetap kehilangan awak satu hari nanti..
biarlah kite kehilangan awak pada masa yang sepatutnya..

what a gurl wants, but what most guys dun give~

2007-03-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

Leave her cute text messages.
Kiss her in front of your friends.
Trust her over everyone else.
Tell her she looks beautiful.
Look her in the eye when you talk to her.
Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh.
Let her mess with your hair.
Mess with HER hair.
Just walk around with her.
Include her in most things you do.
When she cries do whatever to make her smile.
Forgive her for her mistakes.
Look at her like she's the only girl you see.
Tickle her even if she says stop.
Hold her hand even when you are around your friends.
When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Get her mad, and then kiss her.
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up with her all night when she's sick.
Watch her favorite movie.
Kiss her forehead.
Give her the world.
Write her letters
Let her wear your clothes.
When she's sad, hang out with her.
Let her know she is important.
Let her take all the photos of you whenever she wants.
Kiss her in the rain.
And when you fall in love with her, tell her.
And when you do tell her.. Love her like you never loved before.

p/s : me heart you..

cheat code

2007-03-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

GUYS.....

WHEN I FLIP MY HAIR
-PLAY WITH MY HAIR

WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE ME

WHEN I POUT MY LIPS
- KISS ME

WHEN I KICK & PUNCH
- HOLD ME TIGHT

WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER
- JUST KNOW THAT YOUR MY LOSER

WHEN I IGNORE YOU
- I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION

WHEN I PULL AWAY
- GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO

WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
- TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL

WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT

WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS

GIRLS...

IF I DONT CALL YOU
- IM WANTING FOR YOU TO CALL ME

WHEN IM SCARED
-HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I AM WITH YOU

WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY

WHEN I HOLD YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WITH MY FINGERS

and i've hurt myself...

2007-03-29T16:24:00.000+08:00

"If I had just one more day..

I would tell you how much that

I've missed you..

Since you've been away..

Ooh, it's dangerous..

It's so out of line..

To try and turn back time...."

i'm still hurt..

hurt that cannot be cured..

still want u bie..

still waiting for u....

curse on tuesday

2007-03-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

apekah tajuk entry cm tuh..aku ponx tak paham sbnrnya =P dalam kehidupan seharian, kite mmg akan ada bad day..tatau ler samada kita neh bad luck mcm dalam cita natasha tuh ker, yg percaya dirinya bawak malang kat org sekeliling.. tak poxn tuhan cme nk uji kita, sejauh mana tahap kesabaran kita..
aku?
dalam kategori manusia yg tadek perasaan dah pada hari neh..aku dah leteh..dah tak larat..tp mmg aku bleh klasifikasikan hari selasa minggu neh cm HELL jerk..

1.plan aku awal pagi nk g jupe Aalif + Dayah..pastuh nk singgah Carrefour tak berjalan dgn lancar. g umah asu, Aalif tido..takleh nk main2 ngan die =( rindu aku kat dia tak terubat..nasib baik masa nk balik, dia bgn sempat ler main sekejap ngan Aalif..Anta dayah g sekolah, quite lambat gak ah..dah dekat nk masuk kelas dah..mmg tak sempat ler nk singgah Carrefour..mane nk kejar masuk office agi koi2..

2.dapat lak sms from my colleague dia eMcEE rini..wallaweyy..abih ah kene wat keje sorang2 seme..serabut dah..

3. tambah plak my Sv dah bising tanyekan partner mane tak dtg keje lagi..plus my partner tak inform, call hatta sms skaliponx menyatakan dia eMcEE.. kite kat ofis neh yg kene tiaw..bising tinge, sakit mate tgk manusia2 yg hangen kat ofis neh*aduhh duhh*

4. yang paling sakit skali bile kene tiaw ngan customer n call centre like HELLnye!! tiaw aku masa tgh break, tgh makan..padahal aku tutup kedai lewat sket b4 tuh tadek pa pe ponx..

dah ah tadek mood.
chau!

sekilas pandang..

2007-03-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

tah cemane..
tibe2 terushar frenster salah sorang adik aku..
terbaca plak blog die..
mengusik perasaan aku..
terimbau kenangan waktu itu..
sampai bila2, takkan mungkin ku lupa..
baru ku tahu perasaan salah seorang adik aku..
walaupun tak sepnuhnya dapat ku faham perasaannya..
sekurang2 nya ku bersyukur dia masih mempunyai perasaan*hikhik*

http://izzat_115.blogs.friendster.com/izzat_jonids_blog/2006/08/kisah_hidupku.html

*sarahtebuan takkan dapat melupakan kenangan pahit ni..

sifud@bagan lalang

2007-03-16T13:41:00.000+08:00

bes btol cuti dekat2 seminggu..wat2 cuti sendiri..cuti wiken+wiken aku sendiri(selasa, isnin)+mc(rabu, kamis)..niat dihati adalah nk mc sampai rabu jer..alih2 mak aku soh balik kamis..takkan aku nk jadik anak derhaka plak kan =D dan2 hukhuk~ tak kisah ler, asalkan mc dia yg cari kan *hikhik* =D
ha da nite b4 aku balik..sabtu ptg tuh, kitorg ofismet plan nk g makan sifud kat bagan lalang..huh kalau tak sbb sifud neh, dah lame jumat malam tuh dah bla balik kg..tunggu punya la tunggu, janji koi4, tapi sape ponx tadek agi..mmg btol la janji mElayu*haish* dekat2 koi 6 baru org muncul..tuh ponx jumlahnye 9 org jer ponx..plan rituh cm ramai sangat nk g, alih2muke neh jugak*hampeh*
so, dalam koi6 lebeh, kitorg g dgn 2 kete..satu kete Ford, another my orange Gen 2 *grin* geng2 pompan nek Gen 2 kecuali drebar nye..otw nk sampai ke sane, kitorg sempat ler men snap2 gamba neh..ala mcm tak biase plak =P
neh ha muke2 yg sentiasa gembira tak kire mase atau mood utk dibawa berjalan..yg kt tgh tuh, masyam jer sbb kene pospon nk deting rituh..*thiang pulauk*
ha otw nk sampai ke bgn lalang tuh, ade ah 2 kali tersalah pilih jalan..biasa ah, drebar tak ingt jalan sbb dah lame tak g sane..janji dgn kete lagi satu ke salak tinggi, tapi adalah ikut kot sepang plak..hangen sat drebar seploh minit..so sebagai co-pilot, terpakse ler mententeramkan pilotnye =D
lagi skali plak, tersalah jalan, nk ker bagan lalang dah, tapi mmg simpang tuh very the confusing..kitorg ikut stret masuk ker kawasan perumahan org*hikhik*nk wat cemane, ade org kat belakang cakap dah pnah g, dia soh ikut jalan tuh..tgk2 masuk umah org..lagi skali, hangen drebar tapi kali neh..bukan drebar jer hangen, penumpang yg soh ikut jalan tuh ponx hangen skali..maka berlaku ler perselisihan faham yg membawa mood yg tak bes sampai ker dinner sifud tuh..nk ikutkan mood, aku agi ah..dah ler pospon nk balik kg..lambat plak pegi..terpakse rushing g Duta*hampeh*
melalui gamba neh, kite leh menafsir sendiri siapekah yg hangen..tp yg bes nye, si drebar tatau yg ade org hangen kat dia*haha-nice one* sampai ler aku cakap sendiri masa otw balik, baru ler si drebar tau..blur btol*hukhuk*tp aku tau, drebar tak kisah ponx nk hangen ker tak kat die..pa peponx, yg ku dengar semlm, si drebar dah ponx minta maaf..bagus ler saling memaafi*erk..ceramah sat sploh minit*
ha gamba neh menunjukkan aku dah sampai ke bagan lalang..hurm pantai dia oK ler..tapi cm takleh lawan my Teluk bAtik agi =) sampainye kitorg kat situ, sempat ah nengok sunset..ske sangat main2 air, tak kire ler org nk cakap cm budak2 ponx..mmg tak matured lagi ponx =P tp yg aku ske kat bagan lalang neh kan, pasir die lagi halus compared to teluk batik..takper awak, anti kite g pantai lain plak k*wink*wink*

dekat2 koi 8, kitorg ponx g kedai sifud yg berkenaan depan pantai jer..geng2 laki plak soh g pilih ikan..bab neh yg lemah neh*adoi* tapi tadek ler sampai tak reti nk pilih ikan nk makan =P
pa pe ponx, neh lauk utk makan malam rituh:
1. kerang rebushh
kerang dia cm tak bes sket*hampeh*tak terlepas gian aku nk makan kerang..dah ler kecik..cm tak fresh plak tuh..
2. sotong goreng tepung
masa amik mentah2, sotong tuh cm besar, bile dah siap masak..cm kecik n sangat la sedikit*apekah*takut ah gak tertuka n org len nye ker..tapi pa pe ponx, sotong dia bes..*layan~*
3. ikan masak 3 rasa
tak ingat dah ikan ape..sbb dah bercampo ngan ikan msak stim..sibek masak 3 rasa dia menaikkan selera makan aku, tgk gamba dah ler..upacara meratah isi ikan, sayang plak..tapi adalah nasi tak abis ponx..same mcm awak =)
4. ikan masak stim sekor
dah diorg nk amik ikan agi, wat ler masak stim..tapi ikan neh sampai masa diorg dah abih makan nasi..so ratah ler jugak jawapannye..datang lambat bebeno..
5. ketam n udang masak pedas
aku suggest kat diorg masak black pepper..siyes shit sedap..tapi kedai tuh wat2 tak masak plak*hampeh*cm susah sangat jer nk masak black pepper..udang plak mmg la masak pedas cm tuh..
6. kangkung masak belacan
ye ah..kene gak makan sayor..sayor neh jadik pilihan..

hurm pa pe ponx, pada aku ler..makanan kat situh biasa2 jer..kalau aku diberi pilihan tak g dah kot situ..sebabnye?

service lambat..lemb..beng~ cer bayangkan..air laici jer ponx, dekat stgh jam lebeh tunggu nk dtg..bukannye nk soh bancuh ker ape ponx..aku tak larat nk hangen malam tuh, air dtg lambat gell~
masakan tak worth dgn harga harga ok may b setimpal ngan rega sifud kan..tapi kalau bleh, bia ler masaknye sedap n sifudnye fresh..bukan aku nk salahkan sifud2 tuh tak fresh..sbb biasa makan lagi fresh kot..tuh yg jadik mcm neh =P tak kisah ponx bayar mahal, tapi kalau bleh nk makan rasa cm satisfy to the fullest ah kan =)

jam 9 cm tuh kitorg dah kene bla, sbb aku kene kejor flight koi12 kang..takut tak dan plak anti..pa pe ponx, enjoy ler malam tuh, dapat spend dinner ngan ofismet even tak ramai cm di plan..standard ah tuh..
anti kite plan g sifud kat tmpt len plak eh, awak ckp nk try kat port klang plak ;)

as a conclusion, teluk batik is the best setakat neh!! *hikhik*

*sarahtebuan asik makan jer keje skang neh..

hari ini..

2007-03-09T11:42:00.000+08:00

hari ini..
ada org cakap kat saya..
"awak lawa rini.."
malunye saya..
sangat tak faham..
mengapa berpakaian buwuk mcm neh adalah lawa meih?

*sarahtebuan konfius..

lawatan ke rumah technical director

2007-03-03T08:38:00.000+08:00

sabtu lepas, sebangunnya aku dari tidor yg lena, tgh bersiap2 nk ke keramat, iaitu rumah lagi satu..aku mendapat sms dari ofismet..

"sarah nk g rumah fredy tak?"
"sarah tatau ponx.bleh ker sarah g?"
"bleh jer..jum la join kitorg..siap2 eh..koi11 akak g amik sarah kat umah"

dalam koi12 tgh hari, geng kitorg menunggu org kat ofis..nama ponx folo org..kene tunggu lame bakk..aku nek n kak nor serta anak2nya..mira n shasha..firstly, budak2 tuh mmg tak ske aku..takut gamaknye..org ponx cakap muke aku cm garang first time tgk..tapi bile dalam kete, mira kene dok n aku kat depan, shasha ponx dah leh layan sembang ngan aku..aku yang merangkap co-pilot a.k.a babysitter kak nor, ape agi, memulakan operasi ku..tngkap gamba la, esp bile dah mix ngan budak2 chomel baya2 aku neh =P ihikxx~

ha gamba neh jer la yg leh nmpk muke kitorg full..aku rasa cm bawak anak aku kuar skali ngan ofismet plak..ofismet plak byk cakap mira cm anak aku sbb muke cm nk same*alamak*

tatau nape, journey ke Kepong aku rasa cm lame bakk..padahal aku biasa gak ah g area sane, cm lexx ja ponx..may be sbb folo org pastuh wat2 byk stop..sampai ke penchala link la pusing ngan hentian Duta*apekah*dalam hati aku berhrp sangat cepat sampai, tanak la mira wat pangai sbb cuaca adalah sangat2 panas..ye la, tgh hari bakk~

sampai umah fredy, lebeh kurang 12.30..bajet cm bungalow..tapi adalah teres dua tingkat jer..tapi bleh la ditimer pakai, sbb corner lot kan..since neh rumah parents dia..rumah biasa tapi kereta extra-ord..ofismet bitau, chinese neh rumah biasa jer, janji kete diorg kene power..bayangkan ah, rumah director tadek ponx karpet dalam umah..alamak, karpet plak aku tgk*dush!dush!*
wife fredy bg kitorg pilihan, nk makan piza ker kFc..kitorg pilih kFc, tetapi adalah dua2 gak dia belikan,bek tak yah tanye..sementara die gbelikan lunch for that day, kitorg borak2..anak2 ofismet dibiarkan bermain kat compound umah tuh..tah cemane tah..kak yus tibe2 tersedar die panggeykan Adam tak menyahut..seme org dah cuak..muke kak yus cm dah pucat do fo~ fredy sampai g carikan ke atas umah..ye ah, sbb b4 tuh, aku ade dgr conversation budak2 neh nk men nyorok2..ha amek kau..nyorok la sangat..kitorg sme pakat wat operasi mencari Adam..rupe2nye, dia kat belakang umah ngan si anak fredy, tgh men brickgame*hampeh*
ha neh dia la anak2 yg nyusahkan mak2 ngan kakak2 pada arituh..cer bayangkan..diorg main pakai satu2nya sandal kepunyaan aku sampai terkepak terbengkok cemane tah..wuuu..wuu..sedeynyee..tapi takper, wat2 sedey seploh minit jer..ade la alasan aku nk beli sandal baru*hikhik*
jam dah koi3 lebeh..kitorg dah tak larat nk nunggu situ..ye la ofismet chinese layan laa leh men poker..ske la tuh gamble2 judi duit...wife si fredi neh ha tere toll men poker *hukhuk* kitorg layan jer la tgk diorg men after tak larat nk snapping pic dah..sampai terjatuh2 mira dari kusi piano*sian mira cayank*
before kitorg blah, dapat la angpow sorang satu..yg kawen ker tak kawen ponx dapat jugak..so dats y la trick diorg nk bawak anak =P~ eleh cm org tatau jer.. pa pe ponx, enjoy la g open house rumah chinese..dis is my first time, quite precious experience for me =)
p/s: utk pengetahuan korg, 2 org jer still anak dara tau..yg len seme mak dara..harap jgn terpedaya ye..

*sarahtebuan leh amik upah babysit anak org..

luncho muncho

2007-02-28T22:53:00.000+08:00

apekah eh..
jam tgn tak masuk air dah ponx..
rini still masuk lambat ofis after lunch..
haish..
esok lusa for sure kene tego neh =P
malah laye~

*sarahtebuan dah ajak balik awal tapi tammo jugak..

futsal gath badlishan 9701

2007-02-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

CNY yg lepas, baliklah aku ke kampung halaman.kebtolan plak cuti 3, 4 hari..maka member2 tidak melepaskan peluang utk bergather2..kununnya lame tak jupe..yg aku tau, ada futsal gathering batch badlishan..budak laki jer yg aku dgr nk men, pompannye team tadek ponx..tapi diorg cakap takper jer dtg..tgk diorg men, pas tuh jadik pompom gurl..erkk!! layakkah aku menjadik pompom gurl??*grin* hikhik

maka setibanya hari tuh, hari ahad kalau tak salah aku, layan la diorg men futsal..huk ala, asik2muke neh jer ponx yg dtg masa gathering =P~ pompan plak cme aku n pidah..then nur zamm agi sorang..k leh laa terima pakai sbb selepas sekolah jer, tak pnah langsung ponx nk jupe zamm..tadek jodoh n rezeki agi kot..huhuh sempat la bergamba kenangan n zamm..adoii laa..nape la aku berposing mcm nk nari zapin jer kat depan tuh sorang2..aku ponx tatau nape =P~

tapi takper laa..skali skala dapat jupe member2 sekolah kan..kire cm enjoy ah gak..sembang2, ngusik2..tak lupe jugak ade yg terpikat dan memikat sesama sendiri pas sekolah neh..ada yg cube memikat, sorang jual mahal..ada yg try memikat, katanya sekarang dah lawa..dulu masa sekolah berlemoih..haha bengong~

pas budak2 laki men futsal, diorg ajak lepak dinner skali pas magrib..tapi bila aku pk seharian aku tak dek kat umah agi arituh, terpaksa aku tolak pelawaaan itu..ye laa, aku ponx nk life ngan famili sendiri jugak.. sory la yekk kawan2..len kali kita jupa lagik..nk harap masing2 message ker susah sangat laa..tadek kdt la..kdt utk awek balak laa..so masa neh jer la nk beramah mesra hikhik =P ha neh la sebahagian yg hadir ke futsal ala2 gathering neh..takper jan, anti kite organize btol2 k =)

*sarahtebuan rasa best plak ngan batch sendiri tibe2..

tik tok tik tokk!!

2007-02-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

ada seorang budak neh kan..
arini dia sangat gembira..
berseri2 sangat wajahnya..
jamnya sudah tak masuk air lagi..
tibe2 jer air dalam jam tangannya sudah tiada..
tatau ke mana air itu menghilang..
jadi..
sudah tidak ada alasan sekarang utk lewat masuk ofis masa lunch..
alaaaa...
*sigh*sigh*sigh*

*sarahtebuan tak larat lunch kat mamak dah

just want u to know..

2007-02-14T08:14:00.000+08:00

"I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know.."

no wonder BSB's songs are my choice since their beginning..
really hit into my life..
really touch my soul..

just want you to know..shows 'YOU' everything of me and myself..
and i wont give up and hope till death and faith us apart..

*sarahtebuan vewy sleepy dis morning*zzZzZzz*

married man??

2007-02-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

tatau cemane nk mulekan entry kali neh.aku terbaca blog diyana rituh, dia cakap hidup dia dikelilingi oleh suami org yg berkawan dgn pompan muda yg single trang trang trang.mmg dah lame aku terniat nk wat isu neh tapi tak berkesempatan since aku bz sangat n keje aku dis week.

btol la kata Dr Rohani, life pas stadi neh lagi complicated, esp masuk keje.mcm2 bnda jadik.bnda yg kita, as a student dulu tak pnah ter pk, jadik kat diri sendiri.

isu perempuan single a.k.a anak dara yg berkawan atau kua n suami org neh sangat sensitif.seme org tau hubungan cinta terlarang neh mmg la tak elok for both sides, si suami org tak ponx si anak dara tuh.tp btol la cakap org, lagi terlarang, bnda yg kite halang takleh n jangan wat, lagi bnda neh jadik.stkt yg aku tanye kt member2 aku, tak pnah ponx aku dgr feedback yg bagus, i mean support this idea going out with sumone's husband.

mcm aku perati dalam life aku n org terdekat, setakat neh ada la dalam 4 kes dah jadik mcm neh.neh ponx aku tak wat research dgn lebeh teliti lagi.

pnah dgr member aku neh 'berkawan' dgn suami org masa kitorg tgh praktikal.punca suami org neh sbb dia cakap kawen awal*dUhh* kesudahannya, member aku neh putuskan sbb tau dia akan 'kalah' dgn wife n anak2 laki tuh..
member satu tempat keje yg tiba2 'baik' n user yg salu report ada masalah pasal tmpt keje.mule2 solve kan masalah tmpt keje, pastuh lame2 tlg dgr n bagi nasihat kat masalah rumah tangga laki tuh sendiri.aku ponx heran cemane anak dara leh nk bagi nasihat yg melampau kat org yg dh kawen neh.member aku neh mmg la dok berulang kali cakap "mintak simpang la berkawan n baik n suami org" tapi jgn la cakap sumthing like dat..lagi tanak, lagi jadik bnda alah neh..sebagai sorg perempuan, tau la member aku neh sket sbyk dah ponx ade perasaan jugak kat laki neh.skang neh tatau la cemane.dah tak update ponx..

tuh antaranya..aku dok ushar, suami org neh mmg la lebeh 'berpengalaman' dalam handle pompan muda yg single neh.diorg tau ape yg kitorg nak..mmg tak nafikan la, diorg dah matang ngan stabil dari segi mental n kewangan..tp tak stuju la bab2 suami orang kasik hadiah yg melampau2..pada sesiapa yg terlibat, jgn sampai terhutang budi tergadai body sudah la eh..pandai2 la jaga diri sendiri..

utk diri aku sendiri, bnda neh kalau jadik kat diri sendiri ponx, aku kn pandai handle kan diri sendiri..tanak aku jadik punca keretakan rumah tangga org..aku kalau kua ponx stkt ske2, defined sebagai ofismet n member la even may be dalam hati ade sedikit perasaan..biasa la perempuan..tipu la cakap perempuan tadek perasaan pa pe bile di layan sebegitu rupa..

tapi bab berkawan n suami orang neh, bile kuar kene sorok2 tuh yg tak ble bla.ye la, kunun nk jaga line.kang sape2 nmpk mapuh plak.so, rsa tak selamat la diri tuh bile nk kua ker ape..

and one more thing, sanggup ker hak korg di kongsi, esp bila korg diberi pilihan utk memilih org yg masih single.. =)

*sarahtebuan teringat rumet cakap..what comes around goes around..

what women want in bed

2007-02-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

women want a partner who...

Cares about her
Enjoys sex
Is fun to be with
Is someone you love
Is interesting
Is willing to have sex
Is intelligent
Gives good orgasms
Is physically attractive
Has lots of money

SOURCE University of Queensland telephone survey of 1,784 adults

*sarahtebuan dun care bout what men want..GTH

10 sebab dilarang berchenta dengan suami orang

2007-02-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

1. SI DIA TIDAK AKAN BERANI MEMBUAT SEBARANG KOMITMEN DENGAN KAMU
Seorang lelaki yang tidak bahagia dalam rumah tangganya akan pasti terasa amat gembira dengan kehadiran kamu apatah lagi dia terasa dirinya diberi sepenuh perhatian yang mungkin tidak diperoleh dari isterinya sendiri. Pasti saban masa dia akan melahirkan rasa bahagianya berada di sisi kamu. Ini mungkin kelihatan seperti komitmen terhadap masa depan kamu. Tapi, percayalah itu hanyalah kata-kata manis sekadar untuk mendapatkan cinta kamu saja!

2. SANGGUP MENIPU ISTERINYA
Sikapnya yang tak jujur terhadap isterinya sendiri sudah cukup untuk dijadikan bukti jelas kepada kamu sikap sebenar si dia yang tak jujur. Dia sanggup mencari hiburan di luar rumah apabila mendapati ada masalah atau perkara yang tidak memuaskan hatinya di rumah, tanpa cuba untuk mengatasi masalah itu. Tambahan pula, kamu menjadi punca sebenar si dia menipu kepada isterinya. Ingat, si dia mungkin akan mengulangi sikap menipu ini terhadap kamu apabila kamu berdua menghadapi masalah dalam perhubungan kamu kelak.

3. HUBUNGAN SECARA SULIT
Merahsiakan sesebuah perhubungan itu sememangnya suatu perkara yang meletihkan. Melibatkan diri di dalam perhubungan sulit seperti ini akan membuatkan kamu kehilangan keyakinan diri kerana kamu akan ketinggalan dalam pelbagai aspek perhubungan yang indah. Kamu tidak boleh berjalan berdua-duaan dengan bebas dan bangga. Ini kerana kamu akan sentiasa diselubungi oleh perasaan takut dan bimbang. Takut orang lain terlihat kamu berdua-duaan lalu mengadu kepada isteri si dia. Mati kamu kena serang!

4. LELAKI LEBIH BERUNTUNG
Apa yang dimaksudkan di sini, dia dianggap lebih bertuah dalam masa yang sama tetap mempunyai sebuah keluarga yang akan tetap menyayanginya. Sebaliknya dalam diam kamu pula yang mengalami “kerugian” kerana terpaksa berkongsi kasih dengan keluarganya yang sah. Bayangkan, kamu tidak boleh menemaninya ke majlis-majlis formal kerana sudah pasti dia akan membawa isterinya. Kamu hanyalah sebagai teman di kala ingin mengubat kesunyian atau mencari hiburan jika ada masalah di rumah saja! Kamu kena ingat, mereka boleh berkahwin lebih daripada empat!

5. MAMPUKAH KAMU MENCINTAINYA?
Persoalannya, apakah kamu masih sanggup menersukan perhubungan dengan seorang lelaki yang tidak jujur dan tidak hormat kepada isterinya? Dengan menjalinkan perhubungan secara sulit dengan kamu sudah jelas menunjukkan bahawa dia menganggap perempuan mudah untuk dipikat dan diperlakukan sewenang-wenangnya. Jika dia benar-benar menyayangi dan jujur dengan isterinya, sudah pasti dia sanggup berterus-terang. Alasan untuk tidak melukai hati isterinya bukannya alasan yang kukuh memandangkan dia sememangnya sudah melukai hati isterinya di saat dia menjalinkan hubungan dengan wanita lain!

6. SI DIA AKAN HILANG HORMAT TERHADAP KAMU
Jangan terkejut! Walaupun dia yang jatuh cinta pada kamu dan menarik minat kamu, di dalam hati lelakinya dia pasti akan pandang rendah terhadap wanita seperti kamu yang mudah terpedaya dengan kata-kata lelaki sepertinya. Siapa tahu, mungkin pada awalnya dia sekadar nak “test market” saja. Tak sangka pula kamu benar-benar terpikat. Lelaki pula, mana yang sanggup menolak tuah kan? Dalam keadaan seperti inilah yang selalunya akan timbul soal dipermainkan.

7. PEMUSNAH RUMAH TANGGA ORANG LAIN
Ingat ! Sebagai wanita, kamu seharusnya lebih memahami perasaan dan naluri kaum sejenis kamu. Dengan menjalinkan hubungan dengan suami wanita lain, menunjukkan bahawa kamu tidak menghormati hak kaum kamu sendiri. Bayangkan jika hak kamu diganggu atau cuba dirampas oleh orang lain? Sebaliknya ada pula yang sanggup berkomplot dengan si lelaki untuk menipu isterinya. Ingat, jika hari ini kamu mengambil hak orang lain, tak mustahil orang lain pula akan mengambil hak kamu suatu hari nanti! Renungkan!

8. KAMU MENIPU DIRI SENDIRI
Si dia sentiasa mengucapkan kata-kata manis pada kamu tetapi masih tidak menamatkan perhubungannya dengan isterinya dan pada masa yang sama masih tidak memulakan perhubungan yang sah dengan kamu. Inilah yang dikatakan sebagai “Action that speak louder than words” (pandai cakap tapi buatnya tidak!)

9. BERWASPADALAH DENGAN “BOOMERANG KESALAHAN”
Kebanyakan orang tak kira sama ada wanita tau lelaki mempunyai sikap sukar untuk bertanggungjawab terhadap keputusan dan tindakan yang mereka lakukan secara terburu-buru. Manusia lebih mudah untuk mencari kesalahan orang lain daripada menanggung malu. Jika perbuatan si dia diketahui oleh isterinya atau saudara-mara, jangan terkejut jika dia menyalahkan kamu lalu membuatkan kamu terpaksa menanggung segala derita. Haiiiii Kasih ke mana, sayang ke mana. Tinggal kamu seorang yang menderita !

10. MASA ITU EMAS! DAN KAMU TIDAK SEPATUTNYA MENSIA-SIAKANNYA
Hubungan dengan lelaki yang telah berkahwin boleh berlanjutan selama beberapa tahun. Sedar tak sedar, usia kamu semakin meningkat. Apabila kamu sudah tua baru kamu sedar yang kamu terjerat dan tak boleh melarikan diri lagi. Jika boleh melarikan diri pun, kamu sudah tidak tahu apa yang patut kamu lakukan. Terasa begitu lama kamu mempersiakan zaman muda kamu menjalinkan hubungan yang TAK BERMAKNA!

*sarahtebuan really wants to comment dis one..can't wait for dis..

engagement day of sarah

2007-02-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

"Penyanyi Siti Sarah Raisuddin, 23, hari ini menamatkan spekulasi hubungan cintanya dengan Mohamad Haris Fuad Robinson, 24, yang pernah disebarkan menerusi internet apabila menamatkan zaman bujangnya dengan bertunang dengan jejaka berasal dari New Zealand itu. Sarah yang popular dengan lagu berjudul Mimpi Bersama selamat ditunangkan dengan Mohamad Haris Fuad yang merupakan pelumba motosikal pasukan KTM Racing, pada pukul 3.40 petang di Hotel Armada, Petaling Jaya di sini hari ini. Menurut Sarah, dia mengambil keputusan bertunang bukan kerana tertekan dengan gosip tersebut, tetapi menganggapnya sebagai sudah sampai jodoh."

hoho sajer jer post..aku n rumet mmg ske post gamba2 artis tunang2 kawen2 neh..tapi kali neh special sket sbb sarah punye pasal kan =P
pa pe ponx, b4 neh aku dgr rumors jer pasal sarah berchenta n mat salleh..so dgn gamba terbukti la diorg dah bertunang..sebab akibat sarah neh, aku ponx terkene tempias skali, abis ofismet pakat cakap aku neh memilih, aku layan mat salleh jer..nk dijadikan citer, rituh g teman hisham g sapot, tak pasan plak aku tersenyum kat mat salleh..padahal aku senyum sorg, teros terkene sampai skang,hisham cakap aku layan mat salleh jer tammo layan org melayu asli termasuk dia*dUhHh*

*sarahtebuan berserah jer soal jodoh dan rezeki kat Dia..

lovely prism

2007-02-05T20:25:00.000+08:00

Givenchy's Lovely Prism, which launched last year as a travel-retail exclusive perfume.The fragrance is a green fruity floral created by perfumer Marc Buxton, and is designed to have 3 facets: citrus, floral and woods. The notes include green apple, cassis, clementine, peony, magnolia, apple blossom, hawthorne, sandalwood and iris.

Some of the comments:

''The container reminds me a bit of Versace's "Bright Crystal". Givenchy never works on me, but I'm still curious enough to smell this.''

''I still adore Eau de Givenchy, but none of their newer scents have captured my heart. Will give this one a try...''

'' smelled it yesterday and I must say it's not so bad. I had a bad feeling before, but I think it's a nice and interesting combination. Not dark and mysteroius like other Buxton's creation but 'pas mal du tout''
ambroxan

"I will try it, although I truly detest green apple in fragrance."

dunno why i post this perfume..may be i cant get versace bright crystal for myself..as long as i can get sumthing similar with that..is ok..

special thnx to dat sumone that will be my very special for this parfume..enithing from u i treasure most more than myself..alwaiz..

*sarahtebuan merapu apekah neh..

warming up

2007-01-30T07:24:00.000+08:00

[Last ] letter of ur name?
++h++

[ Last ] thing you ate?
++tom yam megi in cup*yum*yum*++

[ Last ] thing u drank?
++choc milk dutch lady++

[ Last ] song you listened to?
++joyride*roxette*-reminds me of 'y'++

[ Last ] movie you watched?
++Kuntilanak - hampeh, siap nguap2 bagi komen cm biasa lagi++

[ Last ] TV show you watched?
++mcm tom n jerry jer-hamekk ko dayah yg pasang sangat, ku layan jer++

[ Last ] person who sent you an sms?
++ Fidah++

[ Last ] time you cleaned your room?
++Last nite++

[ Last ] CD/Cassette bought?
++Evanescence 1st album++

[ Last ] travel?
++ travel satu KL ada dekat 4 jam*hampeh*- last 2 weeks++

[ Last ] time you cried?
++last nite*sigh*++

[ Last ] person who you chatted online with?
++pidot-glemer sat dia++

[ Last ] website you browsed?
++ friendster++

[ Last ] time you shopped?
++middle of January `07 wif ma rumet-Jln TAR+msjid india*hikhik*++

[ Last ] person you hated?
++encik awan kite++

[ Last ] person u were thinking of?
++encik awan kite n dat man*ohoo*++

[ Last ] time u fell sick?
++early January `07-2nd working day dah emCee*duHhh*++

[ Last ] person u chatted on the phone with?
++Napie-wishing me Hepi Besday n heard my problems.thnx =) ++

[ Last ] place you went to?
++Cold Storage Subang Parade++

[ Last ] friend you met?
++ Ina*hosmet a.k.a rumet*, Din*ofismet a.k.a skndalmet*,Eija*rumet forever hikhik*++

*sarahtebuan tadek keje sangat la neh..

ajl21

2007-01-26T11:22:00.000+08:00

ini adalah antara projek gila yg berjaya aku laksanakan.nk kata gila tak la gila.cme gamble jer la.rough plan mmg la nk wat2 layan AJL kat bkt jalil.tp cemana tah ptg tuh cm malas plak nk g.tp bile teringatkan rumet kat subang neh, cm layan jer la.thiang pulauk ye sorg2 kat bilik.
g ponx dah koi berapa sampai bkt jalil mmg btol2 dkt koi8.30.dgn tatau venue kat ner lagi + tiket ponx tak beli lagi.sampai jer situh

"bang, kaunter tiket kat mane eh?"
"tiket dah abis la dik..dari siang tadi g"

huk ala..gila down do fo..rushing dari subang nk g layan AJL..layan red karpet jer la..pa pe ponx, sempat la layan nasha yg otw nk masuk kat dalam stadium tuh..panggey jer nasha dia lambai2 tgn kat arah kitorg..bapakk chomeyy btol..cm anak patung ah huhu pa pe ponx, dapat gak jupe Awal dari dekat n live g tuh..gojes ah..

lepas nasha masuk jer..tibe2 aku dgr bunyik bising kat pintu masuk n ramai lak tuh cm terpa masuk..aku ponx ape g, tarik tgn ina, teros lari ah g kat main entrance =D lari masuk..adalah sangat tak percaya yg aku leh langkah tembok simen yg kat dalam stadium putra tuh bila tgk budak2 laki langkah..mule2 cuak ah gak.tapi aku rasa cm leh lepas(mentang2 la lompat tinggi zmn sekolah leh lepas =P) ina cm terkjut lak tgk aku langkah.pe g, ye ponx langkah gak ah haha lawak toll bila teringat..last skali dapat gak la seat free yg leh tahan viewnye..bleh la cara free hohoh

pa pe ponx enjoy jer layan AJL 21.kitorg tak tunggu sampai abih ponx, sampai abih persembahan artis jer.pastuh bla sebab takut tak sempat nk kejar komuter.kitorg dgr result ponx otw balik jer la huhu

rupa2nya mmg tak sempat ponx nek komuter kat bandaraya..hoho padan muka nk sangat layan =P nk bawak kete malas la n parking seme agi.aku dok isau ah nk balik cemana neh + plak n beti kong mmg takleh on langsung*sigh* mmg siau abih ah malam tuh.ina lak leh lex ja baca notis board.hangen gak la.sibek henset company ada kat tgn.pe g, call jer la ofis met yg masih bujang wponx ada sorg yg dah kawen hikhik.nk wat cemana, emergency.last2 skali si 'kawan' ina neh dtg la amik kitorg kat bank negara n anta sampai ke subang =) sampai umah dalam koi3 pagi sbb belanja si 'kawan' ina neh minum dulu a.k.a aku yg makan.takleh do fo perut sakit.

yg bes nye, si abu leh cakap din a.k.a lead engineer kat company sini call abu cakap ada kes urgent kat bank negara..hampeh tolll.tibe2 plak kitorg yg kene sapot n diorg =D

*sarahtebuan timer jer din cakap pa pe ponx *sigh*

rupa-rupanya

2007-01-24T17:17:00.000+08:00

patut la mimpi amer ruffedge rituh..rupa2nya nk jupe amer n ruffedge..wponx dari jauh, hati ini berpuas ati kerana tetap berada di tempat yg sama..haish..nk jupe dekat lagi..bila la bila la..

*sarahtebuan nk jupe amy search n ruffedge*sigh*

2007-01-19T18:07:00.000+08:00

"i'm here without you baby..
but u still on my lonely mind..
i think about you baby..
and i dream about you all the time.."

*sarahtebuan can't stop thinking of 'you'..

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malaysian ah beng

these words...

hepi besday yuni :)

what SITI SARAH means? **its quite true tho** :P

alip md alip version 2

alip md alip~~

sunshine ;)

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i feel relieved..

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'lindsay lohan'

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i hate u..yes u!!

07072007

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m E n

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infinity infinatez =D

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sayang tak bererti memiliki??

survey tunggu ujan benti~

me, myself n my day =P

patience..

survey benon owang demam~

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Undangan Majlis Perkahwinan

DIAGONAL : she's creative

dianogsis of my painful

painful

tinggal serpihan..

dibuli??

i want a guy that..

aqua : does it in the water

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satu malam yang hening..

kehilangan..

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and i've hurt myself...

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sekilas pandang..

sifud@bagan lalang

hari ini..

lawatan ke rumah technical director

luncho muncho

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tik tok tik tokk!!

just want u to know..

married man??

what SITI SARAH means? its quite true tho :P